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D'awwww.

Omg, I see that you currently have 3000 comments right now, so I will make your 3001st comment special by making it giant ball of mush, okay? You are absolutely incredible, hun, way more than you give yourself credit for. You are beautiful, and have the personality to match. I hope that this 30001st comment will make you smile a mile because you deserve all the happiness in the world~

my dear my dear. I'll always be here.
but you know I always have skype in case you ever want to hear me in real life ;)~ (rexxrocker is my name if you're interested)

@ angus young
best? no. just an old mibbian who's feeling a little nostalgic too
it's funny because i was just thinking all that stuff too and then you posted, i was like ella!
it's kind of crazy to think how much has changed on here, and i don't really mean layout wise.

guess what? you're the best girl ever.

Saw your post in Fessions, please be okay.

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I'm currently in first, but only by about 41 points! :(

Thanks!

Veryy interesting writer, I like it. Hi :D Im Jynx. And you have a very unique name!

Hello! thanks. I love your user name and I love your stories. You're a very talented writer.

Vaneeeeeeete I added you :3

ooh~ badass name yo~

I hope you had the best birthday, love. I LOVE YOU

Happy birthday! :D

no problem ;D

YOUR THEME AND YOUR PROFILE LAYOUT ARE THE BEST THINGS EVER
SHERLOCK <3

Oh petal. I'm glad :3 I meant everything I said.

I did finish watching the episodes. :D I'm just bursting for the new series to come out on new year's day. Whilst I was watching the trailers for SH2 I saw a flash of Benedict Cumberbatch in the footage of War Horse and got all excited. xD

And speaking of Sherlock Holmes, I was informed yesterday that my great-grandad's name was John Watson. Cool, huh?

awww, v, well, I'm grateful for that, then. you certainly aren't ever stupid or oversensitive, no matter what it is that's hurting you. everything i've ever seen you worry about is entirely valid, and you're such a valuable person in my life I will do anything I can to help, no matter what.

yeah, I have only thrown up a few times in my entire life, partly because I lived in intense fear of it until the past couple years, but also because my body just isn't capable unless I am REALLY, really sick, to the point where it's projectile and constant. ugh. even before any kind of eating issues, it's horrible, because when I'm sick I can't puke and I have to suffer for so much longer than I could if my body could just get rid of it. :S sorry if that was gross... I'm not squeamish about this stuff so I hope I'm not overdoing it with the tmi. there's definitely no chance of me purging, i have tried most things. which I guess is good. but non-purging bulimic tendencies fucking suck too.

I hope next week is better, I really do. Thank you so much, v. no matter what you say, I read your confessions and I speak to you, and I [i]know[/i] you are amazing and I know you are strong. I wish there was more I could to help YOU... there are only a few things that make me more upset and helpless and angry than eating disorders.

i know. :/ I actually really didn't want to post about it because I feel like it undermines my ability to help others (I was thinking about you) who struggle with this stuff. I know, I know, that's not necessarily true... but I can't help the feeling, no matter what logic says. I've always had disordered thinking, but when it threatened to turn into behavior, I battled it with my diet. It worked... but this week has just been horrible. I am physically incapable of purging, and the fact that I'm undoing nine months of excruciatingly hard work by binging is killing me. Life will go on, though. After exams, things will be a little better because I won't be locked in my apartment studying for twenty-four hours a day anymore.

you are amazing, v. you know I'm always in awe of your strength and your kindness, and right now is no exception. if i can get through anything, it will be because i have you at my side.

yeah, I feel horrible being in this position because of all the time i put into being an anti-ED activist. i believe very strongly in healthy dieting, i've lost 20 pounds because of it, and it actually keeps me from my ednos because strict calorie-counting shows me where I can indulge and when I have to stop, which keeps the binges at bay. but everything else has piled up so high that i've had several bad days not sticking to my limit and it's thrown me into a bad fucking place. when i don't stick to it even just a little then i automatically binge. i really need to get back on track to dig myself out of this mess, but how?

I love you, v. I'm trying my hardest. I wouldn't have good things like you in my life if I was dead, and I do know that. it's just been a really bad semester. thank you so much for being there.

most likely just hypoglycemia, just don't know the root cause. i've had the dizziness/numbness on standing for a year at least, though the blacking out is new. most of the time i feel okay (well, med side effects are another story, but unrelated). so i'll be okay for finals. just not good that i got interrupted from studying today :S