October 17th, 2007 at 09:36pm
I'm really proud that you are attempting to take some order in your life and hopefully will be coming to peace and contentment with yourself. There is nothing I want more than you to be happy and I hope being away from everything will give you that. I'm going to miss you so,so much but you need to do this and I'm glad for you. I have been so worried about you.
And hopefully I'll be seeing to you soon. If you're ever finding it hard, or just want to talk please please do not hesitate to call/email or whatever me. I'm always here for you. You [i]are[/i] going to get better, and your family will help you and don't resent them for it.
Man, it's just not going to be the same. I love you so so much
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