It's called becoming aware of everyone else. Happens when you grow up. I almost fainted when I had to audition for the first time (advanced choir is required to audition for a solo spot), and I don't remember my first solo in chorale. Everyone said I did fine (singing in Russian, no less), but I only remember walking up to the mic with everyone singing behind me, seeing my mom in the audience, then being in the Green room banging my head against the wall. . That was it. lolol. I got over that really quickly, though. ^^ It goes away with time and force of habit.
March 16th, 2011 at 08:23am