What do you think? If i've apologized and have been forgiven, shouldn't people leave me alone about the past?

Ok, so of course we've all made decisions we aren't proud of , and it has cost us. Right? Whether the consequences - little or big and life -altering, we have to live with them, we can't change the past. I made the decision of saying and doing somethings that cost me my friendship with some very dear and special people in my life and I regret that everyday, and it eats me alive inside. And when I...
January 29th, 2008 at 05:19pm

This is me.

I wanna make a difference in the world.I wanna live life to the fullest extent.I am a poet, and an artist.I see things from a different point of view than others.I don't trust anyone with everything.I am very stubborn like my daddyI stand for what i believe is right.I am a born-again christianI need a control on my temper at timesI want my family to stop fightingI wanna see them get along againI...
November 19th, 2007 at 10:14am

A year ago today............

My best friend, Jeannie Mach died. And my world came crashing down on top of me. I felt like it was the end of the world and i would never be able to survive without her. I fell into a deep depression and became a recluse. I never cut because i couldn't bring myself to do it. But I hated everything and missed her even more. She was my mentor, inspiration, my best friend. She was as old as my mom,...
November 8th, 2007 at 11:12pm

Sometimes.......

I look back on the past and smile, and other times i want to cry because it hurts to look back on the good and the bad memories. The sour and the sweet per say. But should we regret those memories and things we did and said? if they were wrong then yes. But just because something didn't last doesn't mean that we have to forget the good times and silly jokes, and those special moments. I know...
November 7th, 2007 at 11:06pm