Lately, I've become more solemn. I don't really know what it is, but I just feel flat out lonely. Every day I wake up alone, and every night I sleep alone with the exception of a few text messages shared between my best friend and I. I just feel like I'm always going to be alone, which I know that's probably not the case, but it just feels like it, you know? I don't know, actually.I spend most of...

Last night, I fell asleep thinking about Ryan Ross.... but my mind slowly shifted into what became a very unrealistic dream. I was popping pills. Addicted to whatever pills they were, I'm not sure, but every hour on the hour I took more and more. In the dream, for some reason, I was put on trial for using these pills because they were "extremely illegal." Which doesn't really make sense, but ahh.....