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i made a long comment....it got lost. i'm not even goiong to attempt ressurecting it! i'm just too pisssed at it now.

You make me smile :]

it's okay...I feel at a loss for words A LOT.

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At home I just hop around...but when I go out in public I'm scared I'm going to fall and make a fool out of myself :] which would probably happen.

Yeah the whole metal in my body thing freaks me out to. EEK...I try not to think about it. But I can feel them in there when I bend my knee so I kinda can't just forget about them lol.

I'm used the the crutches. I mean I have been on them for over three months. There isn't much I can do about it.

But really the only thing that scares me about this whole killing my knee is my dancing carreer is over now...and it didn't even really START. Never danceing again is really the only thing I think about when I think about my knee. Becuase I am never going to be able to dance again...I might not even be able to WALK on it again let alone put that much pressure on it.

So yeah...

yup! Turning 16 on June 29 :] I finally have freedom on that day!

The crutches...it's a long story. But I assume you know I'm [well I guess now was] a dancer, ballet...pointe. I fell and my knee bashed into something...I think it might have been the bar on the way down or I think it might have been a chair that was in the studio. But I'm not even sure. Anyway my knee hit it at just the right angle with ust the right amount of force that it shattered. Pins, metal PINS, are holding my fucking KNEE together. This happened...maybe three months ago? I still can't walk on it. At all. I can take A step during physical thearapy...and the doctor said that it was amazing that I could even take a step on it with out buckiling in pain. Oh it hurt, he just doesn't get that I can take pain. I mean I used to dance on my FUCKING TOES. That hurts.

But anyway...I tend to get off when I tell that story...its not my favorite thing to talk about.

but yeah...you just might get an update because ily and I kinda feel like writting it :]

Haha I love your comments babe :]

I do have more written...not much though. Maybe like another chaper. I love this story so much I mean it is still the only story I've finished. And I really like it but I have more stories and I don't know what ones I like the most and I don't know which ones I want to work on the most and yeah...

I'm home alone with no where to go and nothing to do becuase I can't actually walk with out crutches. So I can't walk anywhere...I don't get my license for like another week and a half. So pretty much I am stuck in my house for the rest of the day...you might just get another chapter. :]

ily babe :]

ah that cool honey, you know i can't resist helping out and editing :]

i looked through my files and found some unedited bits lying around. they're in no particular order, i'l sort them out on friday and PM them to you. kay? I think I hvae them up to the point where all 5 of them went to the movies and saw Lex's friend. I think. I haven't had much of a chance to look 'em over.

hey, i'm gald you're reposting Cinderfella. You're gonna be a far better carer for it. lol. you know how i tend to lose interest or stuff. if you still need help editing the newest version let me know. you'll have to PM stuff or something, since i don't access to the site anymore. and i'll search around to see if i've got anymore left from the first and second thread. i doubt it. but i'll still search.

haha yeah I did leave you a comment saying it was up :]

lol

I'm not even sure if imma going to continue it though...

hmm

AHHH

I missed you a lot.

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it has been at least since april that WE talked...

but yeah it's up...However it isn't that good. And it has changed A LOT! But eh...I guess it's still the same story basically. I mean she still gets pregnant....and as ALL and James still kills himself. lol

but yeah. It is now called Addictions! :]

oh its okay, take your time in sorting out your personal life. and then promise you'll come back to me. i miss you lots.

i'll be on more after the 20th June, until then i'm still in the depths of exams. i'm not sure if i'll be on tomorrow. maybe between 9-10pm. if not then, then i won't be on till friday night :] i'll miss you lots till then :arms:

So pretty much I MISS YOU LIKE HELL.

:[ where have you been babe?

no i didn't forget you. and i missed your birthday. i'm so sorry. will you be coming on msn more? i miss you.

it's aiiiiiiim! xD haha hi! XDD

I posted it...

it is now called Addictions...so yeah...and the first chapter is posted and it is NOT very good...I don't know why but it is better after that...promise. lol

go read and subscribe and COMMENT!

yeah it was a bit messed up....but she's a whore anyway :]

I haven't joined but I've been to it! lol

yeah...so the broadway play of Sweeney Todd makes the movie SUCK! lol but thats okay because it was still amazing. But if you even see the play you will think the movie sucked....just telling you lol

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well at the time we took the picture I was best friends with Dallas..and then she stole Kalen from me and we don't talk any more!

lol

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she is still way cool but she stole my fucking boyfriend lol

but yeah pretty much its sexy...

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that is like my FAVORITE picture...that one and another one that I have on my phone... :]

lol

You should go look at my new picture...

its hot lol

It actually isn't new....but I just added it on here so i guess it is sorta new...aw good times...Kalen was still mine then...le sigh aw well its sexy! :]

lol

it is the one with the four people! :]

okay so that was the most amazing most intense concert I have EVER been too!

I got up to the very front and there was the biggest mosh pit and like two huge fights...and Gerard got mad at the people that were fighting.

and frankie was amazing

and best of all gee's hair is black again!

yeah....well Millie was always a total bitch in my mind...now I'm just putting it all into the story lol :]

yeah pretty much I don't know why her being addicted to drugs is so important to me...maybe it is the challenge of writing something like that that makes me want to do it...cause I never have written anything like that.

EEK! The My Chemical Romance concert that I am going to is today and I am so fucking excited! :]

teehee

oh and yeah, any chance that you could put this image on your profile and link it up to the site Julia's made? We're trying to get publicity to it and get more visitors and users.

image url; http://i230.photobucket.com/albums/ee288/RainbowChic_07/injectionstry1.jpg

and link to injection - Julia's site; http://xhulia.proboards89.com/index.cgi

if you can, thanks.