thank you I appreciate it soooo much. I'm just glad anyone is reading, but I had to be a bitch about shit because it was making me cray inside.... thank you though. =)
Mom wants me to save my year. -_-
I guess I should. There's no point in suffering so many years of high school being ahead if I'm just going to throw it away.
My friend, who took a year off himself, said it's the worst decision you'll ever make. -_-'
So now I'm confused. I don't know what to do, what to take, ugh.
I don't even know if I should take this career thing/follow your dream thing seriously. I just feel like in the end, it won't matter. Blah.
I seriously need to sit myself down and talk it through hahahahah.
Thanks Beth. <3 It's weird how strangers/people you never met, understand/listen more than those that have been around for a long, long time. :)
Anyways, so I asked her. She didn't agree.
But I'm okay with it, really. It's weird. I thought I'd get mad - I did for a nanosecond - but she had a point. The money involved is just way too risky you know? I'll take a year off, do a year here, or go to Malaysia. Those seem to be pretty good choices. (I'm going for the year off haha because I'm lazy.)
I just have to let my dad know because he keeps asking about applications haha. I'm glad that pressure is off. Like, phew. :D
I'm glad you had a good day.
Now I must go and sleep so I can be half-awake at least for the Bio test I didn't fully (okay, not even a little!) prepare for. Night love! :)
I'm about to update You're My Backbone right now! I'm sorry about the wait! I was going to update last week, but got held up and I went away with no computer access this week :( A new chapter will be up tonight! I promise :D