I have been exactly where you are. I have been so unhappy that I when I went to sleep at night I would wish that I would never wake up again. I have cut myself many many times. I have gotten drunk almost every weekend. I started smoking. I disconnected myself from everyone. I never wanted to do anything. I cried constantly. I sent guys pics of me, text them dirty dirty things. All because I didn't...

So I have to go back to school tomorrow and I reeeeeeaally don't want to :'(!! I'm just soo not looking forward to it. Last school year was the worst school year ever. It was the year I started cutting bad, and got really really depressed. I'm so afraid that this year will eventually end up the same way. I don't think I will be able to stand that. It just about killed me last year. Ugh idk what's...