Tsuzuku / Comments

I agree with you... I have to agree. Im so impulsive and I cant control myself. But, I find in religion pointless at this point...even if I believe in everything a religion stands for, I don't feel the need to label myself as a follower of it. I'd consider myself a Buddhist, though, to an extent. P.S. I just realize I've been reported like 10 times lololol.

Thank you for the idea!!

i'd consider, and i do, myself just me. i am who i am.
it's ok.. i think. i'll tell you when it's too much. or just not answer haha
oh. where's here if you don't mind me asking?

well, that's why i just call myself a gender bender.
that's great for you, but i can't move. so.

Don't you just love the journal?

oh, yeah, pretty much.
not always though, it's not well-received where i live.

um what are you thinking?

Right now i'm feeling energetic...

For the past few months I've just been sick of being so utterly miserable so I've stopped "indulging in my emotions" by stopping listening to good music and writing (which reminds me of how depressed i am and i just end up crying like a maniac) and things like that, and instead listening to crappy hip-hop and not doing anything creative... Now I'm back to my old self again, thank God...

You?

oh okay.

oh okay, i get it.

omg, what'd you do??

i dont listen to someone because they're attractive, but i notice if someone's attractive regardless if whether i've heard their music, if i like it, or if i hate it cx

really? why are you trying to fly under the radar?

lmao, well i actually saw morrissey and bowie before i ever listened to them, so i probably would. but, can you believe i thought mozzer was ugly at first? omg.

nice to meet you too c: i enjoy how we both fuck with the idiots on this site

not necesarily.
"emo" [i]is[/i] short for emotional, but is also a music genre

I AGREE but i would still like them if i was deaf because theyre so damn attractive ;3
but yeah, i'm autumn hello.

you like morrissey and david bowie?! OMFG.

my girlfriend.

Sure, i'd like to know.

Okay, thanks. why do you get kicked off?

I see light highlighting people as well. It's strange, I do get the feeling I'm not Ashley. I'm someone else living a completely different life. I see so many things, I don't like it. I see faces that aren't faces at all. Figures, shadows, I mysterios voices. Mere whispers, but they're there. Most of the figures I see are dead. They can't possibly be real, because their flesh is rotting off and their muscles and bones are exposed.
People don't believe me, but I don't care. I know they're there. Last night, as i was trying to sleep (wasn't happening because the faces were following me) I distinctly heard a female voice, i think she was singing. Sometimes I can hear them say my name. But I know its just in my head.

Thank you. Your advice is fantastic. I told my friend that I was seeing something very real (they were eyes staring at me in the middle of class) and she called me a spaz and laughed. She always does that but it hurts when something is wrong with you, but they don't see that.