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Yeah, I'll have the nxt chapter up soon :)

Between you and me, let's just say that Alli doesn't exactly make it to the "doctor's appointment"

I think that's the biggest smile I've ever done over a story comment. I really love you for commenting on it all the time, it means [i]so much.[/i] So thank you. I'll try to get another one out this weekend for you. (:

Thanks for the story comment! (:

True, anyone can improve on their writing skills. I just write because it releases all the tension and strong emotions I have been feeling. I use to write every weekend but moved it up to every day so Im ahead in all my stories and don't update until I write a new chapter for it. haha I just don't want to be behind on anything

yeah, I was too afraid to write all these years because I thought I wans't goo enough which I wasn't and a friend of mien actually pushed me into writing and now I can't stop. lol I started with an original since doing fanfiction was weird for me at first but deleted the original and started focusing on my fanfiction ones that are a bit more creative than my first one. I use to write down all my chapters on paper then type them but it took too long and my ideas didn't flow as much as I wanted since I type faster than i write.

wow, I write it down on paper and then on my computer so whenever I type a chapter or story I can just bring it up on my laptop instead of taking my notebook out. I dont have as much ideas as you do lol they are usually small ones around one or two that come to me and I just started writing in November I believe so yeah lol

haha really? Well maybe because I don't really watch their interviews that much I don't have a lot of Matt quotes and even if I did, I wouldn't remember what he said exactly. lol

haha touche touche, it's a very nice one and love the quote. I stand by that all the way

haha why don't you try to find a Zacky one then or ask someone to make you one. :D I'm sure someone will

i see. What can you do? He just doesn't want to be friends, it probably hurts him too much to even to be friends. Some people are like that, it just hurts too much and can't bear not being with that person even as a friend. So it's better this way, better for the both of you in the long run. btw I love your new profile. :D

You don't need people like that in your life, you're so much better than that and you prove that you do by not going back to them. Your ex, well it's basically a screw you since he hasn't contacted you but did you break up mutually or was it nasty? Because if it was mutual and still wanted to be friends then it's his loss

i've been through the exact same thing, I'm around the middle with my weight too and my father would make crude jokes about my weight. Always saying I should lose weight because I would look so much more beautiful that way. I do want to lose weight but it's difficult at times and I hate him throwing it in my face and my acne problem, he never lived it down. My mom left my father when we were really young but now staying with my mother all the time, I don't talk to my dad and I'm so much happier than I use to be. No more drama or bullying, I feel great. :)
And he was wrong that I would never get a bf because of my pessimism but I only had it when I was around him and now I do have a bf, so in his fucking face

That's good, it's not a good environment to be surrounded by someone who's drunk all the time. He's not responsible I reckon.

It's that bad at your house? wow, I'm sorry to hear that. You going to live with someone else because it's unbearable?

Some parents are just oblivious or they know and don't want to question you. or they don't want to assume things, who knows. But some day they might find out if they don't know already. Do you think you are going to tell them

I know, it's horrible now that i think back on it. i could have dealt with it so many ways but for some reason when you cut yourself all the pain that you were feeling were overwhelmed with the physical pain. I did go to therapy for the emotional abuse which lead to therapy for self harm. I'm glad I opened up and my father saw what was happening but he's still a jackass since he returned back to normal once he saw I was fine

I have felt that before, for years actually when I live part time with my father. He wasn't the best and I would cut myself because of what he said to me.

that's good that you have a clear mind and you feel better about yourself. :) Glad your in a better place. It gets pretty dark out there when you lose yourself

Oh wow, that must have been horrible to go through. Glad that your better though :)