nothing gets better does it?

gooooosh you guys.so, my dad had another heart attack and was told he may not live long... just great.my mom is falling apart.and i have no one.this is killing me,but i have to be strong for my mom, sister and 3 lil brothers,god, when is anything gonna change?i've NEVER had it easyi've never been happyi have to act oki have no one to talk to about thisnone of my friends careor my boyfriendi'm...
November 20th, 2011 at 05:38am

first love. first heartbreak.

YOU! you ruined my life. I won't ever be her anymore. I've changed. since you tore my heart out, I'm a totally diffrent person. I used to hate you for it. I wanted to make you cry. make you hurt like I did for oh so long... but now, the pain has gone, along with the anger. i no longer hate you. I want to thank you for teaching me a very important life lesson. last july, I thought you had taken...
June 14th, 2011 at 12:16am

Just let me burn.

I hate the way you look at me. Like I'm the devil.That's how I think of it. Like you wish I was someone else. Someone better.Well, I'm sorry. I can't be perfect. I can't be Amanda. I don't want to be.I wish you weren't ashamed of me. But I'm not changing who I am to make you happy.I'm gonna be grown one day. And you'll wonder why I'm gone.But I'm going to be somebody. I can promise you that.Then...
April 14th, 2011 at 07:53am

I love you.

Did you know that I love? Even after everything you've put me through. All the lies you made me believe. All the things you did you hurt me. You're still my number one. The one I will be in love with for a long time. Maybe forever.You chose her over me, and that hurt. You left when I needed you, and that scarred. But now you're back. You promised me to stay. To love me like I've loved you this...
April 9th, 2011 at 06:48am

Freak.

Words. We all use them. Without thinking.Insults. We all make them. Without caring.But you, YOU. You should think about what you say. You have so many people that look(ed) up to you. Like me. Well, before you turned into satan.Or was it me who changed? Your freak of a daughter.Well, I'm sorry that I'm not perfect. That I like to be diffrent. I'm me. That will never change. No matter how much you...
April 7th, 2011 at 08:08pm