=( WHAT AM I DOING WRONG

WHAT AM I DOING WRONG!!!! Every time i think something is not important its something important, every time i try to fix it it gets worse, every time i think something is going great it goes HORRIBLY WRONG GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know me sitting here and complaining isn't going to help anything but i just want to know the truth. First i miss my first REAL PARTY AND IN MY 18 YEARS OF...
July 11th, 2011 at 07:12am

I don't know what to do anymore =/

I seriously don't know what to do anymore. I mean I never got in trouble with the police, I graduated from High School I just turned 18 six days ago and I'm still being treated like a little kid. I know I messed up I'm human that's what humans do, i got high once and to me it killed 20 of my I.Q points i got buzzed off once and not from the heavy stuff either. I talked to my mom finally about how...
July 9th, 2011 at 03:46am

DESPERATION FOR POWER

What I don't understand is why would someone stay with someone who would hit them. You hear the same excuses after "baby I'm sorry i wont do it again", "I'm sorry baby i love you" blah blah blah but in the end the victim ends up blaming them self saying i did something wrong, it was all me, i should have just listened. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE do they thrive on others pain and tears and...
July 4th, 2011 at 10:21pm

SELF ESTEEM!!! <3

Its about high time i stopped caring about what people thought about me i know who i am, i know who i want to become and i know who im ganna be. Everyday of my life since i was alittle kid i always thought about other peoples opinion about me i always cared about what they said weather it was a compliment or an insult (it was mostly insults) but not anymore im growing up and its about time i made...
May 11th, 2011 at 11:10pm

?????

sometimes i just want to live and stay in my own little perfect world were everything is OK but i know i cant because i cant run away from my problems because there just going to come back two times as bad. Some people in this world are just a** h***s. WHAT IS SO WRONG ABOUT RESPECTING YOURSELF?!?!?!?!?! I know I'm not suppose to worry about stupid things that people say because EVERY ONES...
May 8th, 2011 at 11:33pm