Amanda and Brian are amazingly good friends with my teachers son. My teacher loves me and invited me to have lunch with her son, Amanda, and Brian.Brian grew up near where I live and so did Amanda. Its so amazing to know that someone who idolize actually lives so close to me. I feel so much more complete to idolize someone I can actually somewhat reach.. Its really different for me.I am seeing...

I have become obsessed with using tarot cards.Its scary how accurate they are for me. I am almost scared half of the time.Like today I was using them about my friend and I and our fight. The cards I got were exactly what was wrong with our relationship. I have really started to trust using them a lot.I do not know much information behind the cards or how they supposedly work. I will do some...

Currently I have been amusing myself with the soul known and renowned as Amanda Palmer...Why? Because shes fucking awesome. She makes me do a double take to the fact that someone out there understands me! I praise her existence.Then there is this weird growth coming off of my infection on the side of my face. Sure, the infection is starting to go away but then this little lump thing pops out of...

EdgeFest - Amanda PalmerBoston PopsJune 19&20, 2008 8:00 PMSymphony Hall, Boston, MA Symphony HallBoston, MAI can not wait to see you. But not only see you. I am going to meet you.do you have any idea how crazy it is to be able to meet the one person in this world who I know understands everything that goes threw my head? The person who endlessly inspired me to be myself. As crazy as I am.She,...

Why am I here?I'm just a sack of fat and other partical's.What is a mind other than molecules.What makes us so different from something mindless?What makes us so special?Who is god?What gave him the right over me?Why does he not show his face?Where does the universe end?I don't know. Thinking about it makes me want to cry because there is so much more to everything than me.I'm as insignificant as...

I found this when researching the new Vista program for something I am writing:"Note L: The “kool-aid” reference may be slightly unfamiliar to non-US readers, it's a reference to the 1978 Jonestown mass-suicide in which Jim Jones' followers drank Flavor Aid laced with poison in order to demonstrate their dedication to the cause. In popular usage the term “kool-aid” is substituted for...

My story is one that may seem like nothing to you. But it's everything to me because its my life...I grew up in a small town in the middle of the woods. When I say woods I mean... Miles upon Miles of woods. The nearest large civilization is Manchester, NH, thats about... 90 miles from my house. An hour and a half.I grew up known as the school freak and never had any friends. I was lonely but found...