I'm 17 years old. I go to school and I am currently in the process of taking my exams for this year. The amount of times someone's asked me what's your life ambition, is scary. Whether it was phrased as “what do you want to be when you grow up?” back when I was 5, or “what do you want to do with your life?” when I was 15, they always expected it to be something like a teacher or nurse....

I often find myself wondering. Getting lost when going down paths within my mind and thinking instead of living. In the end I never get anywhere. Honestly I’m running in circles every time, despite trying my best to find a new perspective, a different light. But there’s never any light. Just a suffocating darkness closing in on me until I gasp for breath, snap out of it and break. I’m not a...

I can't do this anymore. It's like everything i don't understand, and everything i could never feel, is crushing me these days. Every lie i've told myself to cover up the truth, everything i thought i had figured out...It's fake. I'm not okay, I'm not fucking alright. I'm dying, drowning, choking, gasping for air, but nothing ever enters my lungs. I've failed at life, and at being happy.You know...

Ever since i was little Christmas was something i looked forward to, but always fearing too. Because there was always a possibility that it would be an emotional disaster. And for most years it would. Christmas, New Years, Birthdays. Always chaos, yelling, and crying. There were a constant pressure of grey clouds and empty words that left us broken and confused. It was supposed to be a family...

So, I was super bored doing nothing on Twitter when i saw #first40songsonshuffle trending and thought i could do that to pass some time, while waiting for the world to end...Perhaps it could be the soundtrack to when i drown in a huge tsunami (I may or may not have been watching 2012 all day on replay) So here it goes:1. Thunderstruck - AC/DC2. Your Song - Ellie Goulding3. Issues - Escape The...