So I think this guy likes me but I don't want to like him. The last boy I fell in love with I lost him, so I gave up. Gave up on true love. I read romantic novels everyday but why can't my life be one of those books. People are romantic they get the guy, people that aren't are surprised but what about me? Every time I look into his eyes I feel safe but his eyes are so sad. He laughs but that's...

Dear diary,I know this is a journal but what the heck. So I miss you. I miss my ex best friend. Except he doesn't miss me. I would do anything to get him back. I've been doing so many things but one thing i gave up on is saying sorry. I think i have said sorry a million times and i am not even joking about this. He's not the only one i miss, i also have a boy friend in England i miss him so...