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ahhhhhh well i hope things work out!!!!!

oh my gosh i'm sorry if i sounded needy i just missed ya! sorry, you don't have to talk to me if it's taking too much of your time, not even kidding! sorry! i wish you well on whatever you're dealing with, i hope you figure things out soon! and ahhh sorry!!!!! good luck on everything though!!!!

JENNA YOU'RE ALIVE OH MY GOD YOU HAVEN'T REPLIED SINCE THE 14TH WHERE WERE YOU OMFG I UPDATED 2 CHAPTERS YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT

i have one quote about change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it goes something like "when people say you've changed, all they're really saying is you've stopped living life their way." haha sorry i want to say more and i have more to say but i am just so pooped
last night we had a party for one of my best friends and we surprised her and i'm still hella tired! sharing haha omg

it would be great to meet you someday! it's a long shot, though, i don't think i'm ever leaving manila. ever. (sigh but ya know maybe someday)
exactly. i hate how people say you can't "rant about anything anymore" and that people have changed. in actuality, i think that maybe the reason why you can't "rant about anything" anymore is the fact that your "anything" is a stupid thing to rant about. people didn't change, and stop caring, but they've become more aware that whatever you're ranting about just isn't worth it ugh did that make sense???

you're one of the coolest people i know over the internet, i'm not even kidding.
you know how people are so upset about "these days" when you can't "rant about anything" "anymore"? or is it just me? anyway there are those people who say that they hate it when they can't rant about anything anymore these days, when in actuality the thing they're ranting about is so fucking stupid and trivial
sorry that was random but it just came up and wah stupid people
AND hey i am so glad you're enjoying the story!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i admire your strength, ya know, how you're able to keep composed even though you're "screaming inside" if i were one of your friends in real life (i consider you my friend right now though is that okay) i would definitely look up to you as well. i don't know it's just nice to have someone like you around, i guess....... and you're not alone, some people just really aren't into shopping! haha!
and your last comment on the story AHHH I LOVE YOU

a divorce? eeeeep i hope y'all will be okay there. you're saying you have 3 siblings (am i right)
gosh i hope things work out for you. (sorry omg see this is what i mean i suck)
argh just seriously some people have bigger (and realer) problems than those they're making for themselves, it just sucks how they think life is unfair to THEM hahaha jsafasdahgfasd

Hi, yeah, I happen to love Garrett a lot! :)

hey, the more we talk, the better! you really seem to have a lot figured out, i think it's cool.
by the way it's mother's day already where i am (sorry timezones are difficult to process) and i really love my mom so happy mother's day to her! and yours too!
back to what you said about how people complain about how they're unfairly treated even if they knew about how things go down where you are
i would just like to say it's okay that you get pissed because frankly they're not supposed to complain.
i mean if you know someone has it WORSE than you, why would you complain? you already have it better. and you know people who choose not to recognize how "blessed" they are actually piss me off, so you're not alone!
you know how some people just really have these problems that they've fabricated for themselves? those problems that aren't really problems? i get pissed a lot of times but mostly i just feel sorry that they're causing themselves the trouble which isn't even worth it...........
i'm sorry i'm concluding this as i type, that's why i pretty much ask every time if it makes sense to you. haha.............

yeah, it's nice to have the support. haha! it's funny you know thinking about what it would be like if i didn't get the constant support they give me. haha!
which is why i suck at hearing people out when they've got problems.. because i don't have them, never been through them.. and i'm happy... so it gets so hard for me to be there for people... i try real hard though... thanks if the last thing i said makes sense, i don't know if this one does

you've mentioned your english teacher before! and it's great that you have people who boost you up like that!
i don't........... but i guess that's just because i basically don't need it.. i mean not that i saw myself above everyone else but i never felt bad about myself, and i like to say it's the secret, you know, to never look down on yourself. i don't know does that make sense i think it does but wah
ya knowwwww
it's not really nice to degrade someone and even if that someone is you it's still not nice (idk why i'm saying this it's 6 am where i am)

1 thanks for commenting on the new layout, i got it where you got yours (obviously ehh) and i like how it looks all fresh.. i might shake it up a bit more but that's all good for now.
2, you really think so? i'm thinking the plot gets progress but my writing doesn't... as in, if you look at one of the first chapters, and if you compare it with one of the latest chapters, the last ones look kind of dull minus the plot....... do you get what i'm saying or am i just
wah

t'was a great nap!
and well that sucks about the homework, but sounds like everything else would be worth it. especially the driving part...i was so excited when i got my license and everything

and thanks for the comment! you can expect more (but then i don't want to disappoint) but it's up to you always i guess!

yup, she's a keeper! if only i can help her, she's crazily emotionally unstable it gets really crazy sometimes but ya know i love her.
and you took the words right out of my mouth.
bottomline i guess is that nothing compares to being able to meet or even just see a band who you're practically growing up with. it's amazing and ya know i just
yeah i ran out of things to say, you took the words right out of my mouth!

it never felt right being "just friends" with my girl anyway but ya know i really love her and pioneer means so much to both of us. it's crazy. and after the maine's show over here (we weren't together during the concert) we just walked around the parking lot in the dark holding hands and just enjoying being with each other and i just wow i really love her and god knows what i'd do without her. haha
you know one thing i don't like is when people don't respect pioneer as an album because they ditched a fucking record label to make it the way they wanted to make it so i really feel like punching anyone who says "pioneer sucks" ugh YOU SUCK (immature i know but ugh pioneer is beautiful and anyone who thinks otherwise might just be an asshole but that's just me)
ahhh i can see the maine getting very very far!
also it's so fun talking to you like this c:

what you said about us being their little pioneers, it reminded me of something jonathan (ftsk dude) said during their set here
he said that it wasn't like a concert... he said that it was like.. a huge fun party with great friends. (that's how he described his manila experience cute right i wanted to CRY)
you have to see them live! before they break up (they've already lost 2 members and i cried so hard over it but yaknow that's life)! they're working on new music so that means new tours soon and i hope you get to see them! c: haha
and
god haha i think no one even understands how much pioneer means to me it's ridiculous, i never thought i could love a record so much.
one thing is that it's been my anthem since it came out (sort of) and my girlfriend (haha before she was even my girlfriend) she preordered pioneer for me and she was gonna keep it a surprise but one day i was feeling down and she told me about it because she wanted to cheer me up. and it did, she says she knew how excited i was about pioneer so she preordered it online for me with the mask and the letter and shit
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh yaknow it's just crazy how a group of 4 or 5 or 6 people who make music can have THIS big of an impact on someone's life. haha!
and sorry if this is kinda lengthy i had to say all that haha xD

yeah you know it's funny when you attach yourself to a band, it's like you grow up with them! like the maine, take them for example. the way we talk and stay up get down, wow. they used to sing about sex and now they sing about life and it's crazy, yaknow? like there's so much in between the way we talk and pioneer that if you've been through with them it's like you were in that journey growing up with them (does that make sense ahhh)
and i guess it's just no one will understand you more than you understand yourself. i guess that's it.
and it was so great meeting them! even if it was just a couple of minutes, i have a photo so i can relive the moment over and over again.
and ftsk is great live! they really know how to put on a great show, even if you're not even a big fan, their show is guaranteed fun. c:

you know it's funny when you say that a band saved your life and just no one gets you it sucks! but it's okay, i guess it doesn't have to make sense to anyone else but yourself... i never really said any band has saved my life
i guess it's just... like i owe it to them why my life doesn't even need saving, does that make sense?
i met ftsk (favorite band ever ever ever ever they are my everything) when they were here and it was just so
like
it felt great! and seeing them live was an amazing experience too! crazy haha
sorry i'm talking too much ahhhhhhhh you're cool!
i sure do hope you meet them!