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I'm sick of the the man who won telling me its all ok.
I fucked up some days ago, I guess now's the time to pay.
To little too late is absolutely right,
save a heart or save a life?
This heart was always as good as dead,
runs away then bleeds through red.
Beat its last song before it began,
betrayed me for you and destroyed all I am.
Promise me you'll never forget,
the only things that I'll never regret.
The sunsets and drives to far away,
things I will cherish until my last day.
I hope someday you'll find it in your heart to forgive,
all I have done to you, for losing desire to live,
for the beast that I am, the monster, the whore,
for putting you through this now and before.
It is with regret I leave you now,
but Im sure we'll meet again somehow.
This heart has always been as good as dead,
destined from the beginning to end in bloodshed.
I accepted long ago that I'll never win,
live a life full of lonliness, fuck ups, and sin.
Good luck with Prince Charming, he's truly perfect at best.
This is good bye I won't tell you the rest.
I love you Scrappy with all my heart,
I just wish it was enough right from the start.
This heart has always been as good as dead,
a love simply paired with the wrong head.
I'll always wish you were mine,
but I guess I already had my time.
I miss you
I love you
I'm yours


Re-read this and fell in love all over again.
Fucking beautiful poetry.
Your mind is beautiful :3 <3
xox

Glad you like the pic! I just saw the movie in November, and I immediately fell in love with it. Thanks for the welcome!

yea i thought it was funny caz he had no idea he was rubbing his brothers dick and tasted his cum.

Yuss! ^o^ I feel special now. And you're welcome, I love how you write in Frank's POV. It's as if those are his actual thoughts. Ur really good at writing:)

I'm open minded, and laid back, and I just thought you had potential to be amazing at writing beatuiful prose as well as beautiful poetry and you are. Your nameless frerard proves that to me. It's amazing and the way you write Frank is beautiful, like you really believe that you're inside his head following his every thought and he's not depressing he's real and comical. It's perfect. I loved and still love logging on and seeing that you've left me some huge ass novel comment about your life and how it's going, it makes me feel like the distance between us isn't so long, at that you're only a bus ride away not a plane ride away. It's like I'm there with your life and I love that, and it's just fun to feel a major of someone's life and have them feel the same about you. I'm shit, so shit with relationships be it friendship/platonic or romance you know? I'm not a chill as I act most the time and I'm paranoid quite a lot that I'll lose my dearest connections within yummy, and at the moment that is you. The only person whose been constant with me, who doesn't act likemy life is nothing more than an entertaining fad that means nothing in the big scheme of things. Your the closest to Gee that I'll ever find because I even said from day one you inspired me like Gee did with your strength and resiliance when it came to the shit that life dealt you. You're a great Gee no matter what you think and I'm glad to be your Frankiestein. I also loved their sad and tragic love affair that made me cry on many occasions, got me feeling possessive, reall possession over a bunch of fiction and got me angry, really punch the wall angry of bullshit that was easily fixed in an hour in the world of yummy :P I never really wanted to leave that yummy because it was the golden era. And I thought it sweet when you took a picture of you as kitty, so that's why I coloured in scrappy, it was only right to return the favour of acknowledging our secret identities and flaunting them over real facebook :P I don't rave I tell the truth, your poems are truly beautiful and the metpahors and similies you weave into them are genius, and I love everything you write. No word of a lie. I was worried, of course I was fucking worried, I didn't want you thinking any stupid thoughts, I know you'll make something of yourself one day because your so scared of wasting away. Believe me you'll be something amazing. And I just wanted you to understand that and to see it how I do and also to make you feel better, because when you're sad, I am. I could asy exactly the same for you to be fair Jani, and of course I was worried about Irene, I was scared you'd die it was awful, Kay too. : /
I love you sweetie and like you said, family is forever and right now I feel like you are the only one that'd mean forever when they say it.
xox <3

OMG I LOVE BOTH THOSE BANDS INSANELY!
You and Kay are TRES lucky :3
Haha, okay awesome! I'll read it when you post it, but as for now I'm off to bed I have college in the morrow and I need some rest-eth. I'm so exhausted, losing motivationnnnnnn to carry onnn. It'll come back eventually though, I just need to get into a routine :)
I'm writing a new story I'm really stoked about, it's all about abusive love :3 I find abusive relationships really beautiful, like all the anger and the possession and the jealousy/envy and stuff, so I'm finally getting it down into a story :3 So I'm stoked for that one :3
How's life treating you? :3
Speak to you tomorrow! Much loving loves and cuddey-wuddlies :3 <3
xoxoxo

I realllllllyyy doubt it's terrible!!!
And HIYAAAAA *jumps around excitedly tooo!*
You wanna facebook mail me the chapter dearest?
How are you doing? :3 <3
xox

I'm here what's up? <3

Hehe. I love you girly. xD Ahaha. Awesome. Seriously though. Don't ever go play in traffic. I love you. <3 :3 xD :D

Shoop Shoop.
:3
Ba De Boooooop.
:3
Hai.
loves :3

I did indeedy gorgeous :D
Yummy new comers YAY! :D :D
How was your new years eve? Get up to much? :D
Was it fuuuun?
Loves, loves, loves! <3
<3 <3

Happy New Year from Britain doll :D
And I wish I could move to America but thanks to my PKU it's so unlikely :/
Yeah, we'll take plenty of piccy's and I'll leave a video message or something on her phone for you :) <3 How's things :3
Loveeees! :D

Awwh jesus babe I'm so sorry for giving you nightmares O.O <3
I was just in a real bad place for a little bit last night and of course your the one who'd end up with the drunken mibba comments about how I feel :'DD
Feel honoured? I guess :'D It'd probably have been a drunken phone call if we were in the same country! xD
xoxoxox
LOVE :)

Urgh I was drunk ast night -.-
I don't know why that happened.
Just ignore it. I know you love me and I aint going to off myself. Bur don't you dare off yourself either xD
Like you said, there's no Frankiestein without her Bumble Gee..
Fuck me this hangover wrecks :'(
xoxox
Loves :3

But seriously I see no point to living I'd be better off dead, to everyone really; That's what's been wrong with me the past few months. I don't feel important and I want to die really. It'd be easier and more peaceful.

I feel like killing myself because no one loves me :)

Awweh. I love you girl. <3 Just wanted to say that. ;) :) <3

Something else that's hilarious, I've stalked all your photo's on here.
I am so weird. :P
xox

LOLOLOL. Too true, you've been through a lot of things together, it's admirable you know? I think it's amazing, I mean best friends take a lot of shit, but adding that with family problems is strenous and you and Kay have been through that and made out the otherside. It's very beautiful :) WOW, a poem for me? You really don't have to sweetheart, I know you're having problems with inspiration and such you know? Ahahaha, really? I'm so glad that they helped, I really just wanted you to feel better and see that we all got your back, because family support one another :3 And Yummy is a family :) Bahaha, will do :) Can't wait to meet her! It's just sad because I won't see you too! :( Oh well, we shall meet some day! :D I was just bustin' my moves to Just Dance 2 on the wii :'D Hella for burning calories because I can't do it the fun way :( Bahaha <3
Lots of love, Frankiestein.
I look forward to your novelll :D <3
xoxox

Heyyyy girly. <3 Missing you lately. How goes it? :)