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Thank-you for reading Absolute Sin. You're like...my #1 fan XDDD No one else reads or comments on my stories anymore, but that's okay. I'm just glad to be writing Rydon again :]

I think that some readers are wary of my Rydons, because 1) free-verse writing 2) no fluff 3) bat shit crazy plots XD Esteban is also the first original character I've developed in a long time (apart from joint-writing). I'm usually reluctant about OCs, but I took a risk...and voila! You have a con man from Hell :DDD <3

I hope that your school work and projects went well! Good luck with school this upcoming week :] Thank-you for reading and commenting. It really does mean a lot when my stories are loved. Hope that you'll have a lovely day, kiddo <3

I don't ever go on here either. So that'd be good.

Hey, Kay! (:
I hope that you're doing well.

I just wanted to let you know that I created a LJ account, and I'll probably be more active on there. It's FindingGatsby. You said that you had a LJ too right? We should Friend each other (:

Hope that you'll have a good one today!

We need contact again man. :l I miss you.

That sucks about drumline. Maybe next year? And I have a facebook (My name is actually Jackie Merritt)- but it's really hard to find me

Hey, Kay! It's been awhile since we talked! what's up?

I'd rather just tell you on yahoo or something. =\ or i could pm you.

D: God damn, I haven't talked to you in forever. I'm not worried about my parents seeing the pages anymore though
My mom has enough going on right now.

Oh, well that's an awesome birthday present!
I'm just reading books for school. Actually, I'm [i]avoiding[/i] it. That's why I'm on here.

No problemo!
How are you?

I saw you on the forums...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I couldn't resist. xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY. :D :D :D
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY OF THE DAY
YOU ESCAPED YOUR MOTHER'S WOMB!
Hope you have a great one. (:

:: huggggs::

I think LiveJournal is a great output for writing. I'm actually browsing on lj more for works to read than on Mibba. Unfortunately, like I told you before, I am LiveJournal-Retarded xD I don't know how to use it.I'd love to, but my brain already exploded before. Maybe I'll give it a try when I can find a useful tutorial or something.

What's your lj account?
I want to stalk you
<3

I honestly believe that the situation about Ryan is one of the most controversial topics on Mibba at the moment. And I see the point in the words you quoted. I've given up on trying to discuss this with my friends who aren't familiar with Ryan, but that doesn't mean I stopped feeling any less passionate about him. You're right- we should never be ashamed.

The majority of the people are saying that this is his life, so he has the right to do whatever he wants with it..., but as fans who truly admire him and love him, shouldn't we push him towards the right path? Shouldn't we protest what he did/might have done, so that a message will get across to him?

God. That photo. To be honest, I didn't even search for the coke first. It was the [i]girls.[/i] I have no problem with people taking pictures with females, but to take a photo in that setting with that apperance...? You could be right about "fitting into the image" idea. That's one of the most prominent reasons teens (well, at least in my town) do drugs, or any fucked up shit in general.

I'm sorry about your family. I really do hope that you'll feel better- about Ryan, and everything else. But let's not give up, 'kay?

Haha. The Christianity thing. Hm, yeah...I couldn't agree with you more. A few of my friends are really hardcore Christians (that's what I call them in my head), and yet sometimes, their behavior throws me off. They drink without their parents' awareness, they tolerate drugs, and etc. And then, I'm thinking, [i]"...what the fuck?"[/i] Actually, my entire [i]town[/i] does that shit, but calls themselves Christian. This one kid in my class even went to church wasted. The hypocripsy really does sicken me. It's only worse when they try to introduce you to the religion, but do they honestly believe I'll listen when I've seen and heard of the (immoral) things they've done?

PE summer school? God, that must suck. I bet that you're running outside for hours. Ew. But at least you got the credit out of the way (:

Fireworks? Bah, I'm jealous. They set a new law in our city where performing fireworks is illegal unless it's an offical event or something. To add onto that, the city cancelled events, because of "concern for the budget". So...yeah. No fireworks for this July ;-;

I'm actually reluctant to drive. I have a phobia of roads/driving/cars, so that didn't really help. But when you have parents yelling at you in a language you don't understand, you don't really have a choice, but to push the pedal. Good luck on your permit test. The test was pretty easy in Texas, so I know that you'll do fine (:

TKD? Haha. Damn straight, I can kick ass ;D

Have you heard Green Day's new album?
I haven't yet, so I wanted to know if it was good or not, and I trust your judgement.

Hope you'll have a good one!
-Ry

:: hug hug ::
It really has been too long. I missed you too
<3

Thanks for the comment on 'Hallow-Wien'. To be honest, I didn't know what happened to you on Mibba, because your username changed. I've noticed that a lot of people have been leaving Mibba recently for various reasons. I'm glad that you're still here though.

I wrote my own personal note in the Author's section towards the end of the Hallow-Wien chapter..., but then, I deleted it. I wasn't sure if many people would understand.

Panic! breaking up?
When I was first told about that from a friend, I seriously didn't believe it. I had to go read the blog for myself on Panic!'s site. Then, I was just...upset. Maybe Panic! was that fairy tale for me, but the ending suddenly went wrong. I was astonished, because the band is still considered to be fairy "young" (compared to My Chem, A7X, The Killers, etc). But I understand the band's reason. Having different musical views, and wanting to pursue them? Okay. But Panic! won't be the same again, because it was Ryan's [i]words[/i] that made the band stand out, and it was Brendon's voice that brought these words to life.

But...I was okay with that. Eventually.

But Ryan?
The rumor about coke?

I saw the photo. I mean, I've never seen coke in real life, so I can't be sure, but what put me off about Ryan a [i]lot[/i] was the number of girls he was with, and the vibes they gave off.

I was so...[i]angry.[/i] Then outraged. Devastated. Grieved. And throughout it all, disappointed.

I felt like I lost a hero.
Again.

My friend couldn't understand me, and I suppose you, as well. How can we be upset about someone we don't even know, and especially if it's about drugs? She said that, "Everyone does it". I was even more aggravated, but I held my tongue. Ironic how Christians can tolerate drugs, isn't it? But in the end, just because everyone does it [b]does not make it right.[/b] And you're also hurting the people that [i]love you.[/i]

And as writers, I believe that you know that we don't write about people without good reason. We see something worthy about them, something admirable, something brilliant. We try to share this light with others through words.

But what do we do when that light goes out?

I want to believe in Ryan. The rumor isn't set in stone, so I'll wait until the truth, or what's closest to the truth, surfaces.

I hope that you'll feel better about Panic!/Ryan too. I can't wait to read your one-shot (: I want to see how you'll perceive them in the future. And maybe it'll give us some hope, you know?

My summer hasn't...really been a summer xD I [i]finally[/i] have time to get on Mibba again. Before, I had SAT studying, Driver's Ed, Tae-Kwon-Do, and Art; most of the times, I did all four the entire day. "Exhausted" would be an understatement. Fortunately, SAT studying and Driver's Ed is over, so I have a bit more time. Until now, I had no muse to write, but (ironically) thanks to Ryan Ross, I have something to write about.

How has your summer been?
And I'm sorry that it hasn't been so good >:
I hope that it'll get better.

Have a good one!
Ily,
-Ry

hahaha. *scratches head* I know, everyone was yelling at me when I took it down. lol. But, it's back up and better than ever.

sets aren't that hard to learn. My biggest issue was trying to wean myself off the snare (now I like my bass(es) and toms). lol. Other than that, it's cool.

Kay, you need to stop changing your name. It's so hard to find you now. lol. Anyways, I didn't know if you knew, but Rum and Coke is back up (I don't remember if I messaged you or not). I made some changes to it. so feel free to check it out if you want to.

=D Bree

Thanks for the comment on [i]Rhys[/i] (:
It was good to see one, since I haven't been getting much feedback in a while.

You're moving? O:
From and to where?

And how have you been doing? We haven't talked in a while D:

Hope you have a good one, kid :]
-R-

P.S. Thanks for the tidbit about me in your profile. You speak above me- I hope that I can meet those expectations.

xD Awesome
It was 3:36 a.m. when you sent that, lol. And I was still up. =]
I went ice skating and didn't die! =D But I got really bad blisters =[ Oh well

Haha, that's ok xD
I'm pretty good, my friend got a guinea pig =D it's the cutest thing ever.
How're you?

xD Yeah, we have a break in the spring too. Lol