I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't seem to do anything right for anyone. I don't want to talk to anyone, I don't want to see anyone, I don't want to do anything. I'm not emotionally stable - and not necessarily because of my gran's death.I've got a serious "fuck this shit" kind of attitude and I'm so overwhelmed with trying to catch up with my school work. I've got 6 school days worth of work to make up...

So, I'm going to go on a tangent before I explode with emotion, which is never fun for me.My grandmother was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer in April of 2012. She was perfectly fine until Wednesday, October 24th, where she experienced extreme back pain. At 3am of the 25th, she was put in the hospital because she was in so much pain. Later that day, we found out the cancer had spread to her...