lady of the sunshine / Comments

Gawd, I want it. But hey, I saw the SAME Ramones shirt Mike has at Hot Topic today. Pity I didn't have thirty bucks, so I could get the Ramones and the MCR shirt.

I get a lot of guys with awesome Black Veil Brides hair and eyeliner (ftw) and girls with fake eyelashes and easygoing attitudes. AND OMJOS, YOU HAVE A GREEN DAY MESSENGER BAG? I have an MCR one. I dunno whether to be jealous, ask you to be jealous, or want to trade. I AM SO CONFUSED. But seriously, I love that store. Went in today and it was like, wow, you're...friendly. She informed me of the buy one get one half off sale on jeans, tops and wristbands (almost bought two Big Bang Theory rubber bracelets), and went on to treat me like we knew one another. Wish more people were like that.

I think this may be the biggest comment I ever wrote (except the one I wrote to Billie, my friend). I am proud. :D

Same here.

Lol, Hot Topic. To be honest, I have never seen a single preppy emo in there. I see load of Goths and some scene kids who keepto themselves. And a hell of a lot of guys. Just today, I walked in wearing my MCR Danger Days shirt I bought there, and one of the employees ooked at me and went, "We just got this new MCR shirt in, here come see, it's so cool" and I was SO tempted to say how did you know I like MCR? Haha. The lady who showed me was pretty awesome, too. She talked a lot.

We're both awkward. We should be asleep.

That sounds fucking amazing. I wish I could have been at Warped, would be almost as great as the iheartradio festival. That, I would pay $342 for, that and nothing fucking else. I am fucked up. (And I just realized I cuss way too much.)

I'm glad you told me. Irrelevant? No. You had a good time. I had a good time today. I went to Hot Topic and bought four pins. They say: "I'm smiling. That alone should scare you.", "I'm not antisocial, I just hate you", "My soul was removed to make room for all of this sarcasm" and "Hold still! I'm going to punch the stupid off your face." I like Hot Topic, they sell funny shit there.

Lol, at least you don't just stand there staring at your shoes chanting "rage and love" in your head because it's written on your shoes in the middle of a deeply awkward silence. This is my everyday destiny. :P Depending on my mood, I can either have a really deep, Billie Joe sounding voice, or it can be breathy and average toned. The breathy one always gets in the way of the deep one. Fml, my voices are confused. *realizes I sound like I'm crazy and shutsthefuckup*

Multitasking is tough. Usually I'm pretty bad at it and lose concentration on everything I'm trying to do. *angrytroll* And, I do talk a lot on chat, but if you met me in real life you'd be confused as to who the short, quiet little person was. =P

I'm sorry you're worried. And I know I sound rather indifferent, it's because I'm attempting to write a chapter, browse Facebook and read blogs all at once. And I really don't talk a lot :P

It's not weird nor bad. If it's benign, you're safe. And I'm not trying to be a therapist, I'm just trying not to have a huge-ass reply. I don't talk a lot unless I have something to say.

Well, I hope he gets better. I understand his pain and your frustration.

I'm very sorry about that. Sometimes it seems worse than it actually is.

Whoa, same thing happened to me. Had to read it for Comment Swap, but I actually liked it. I'm worried for myself.

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Even in school. Some kid who goes to my school came up to me and asked me if I was like two years older than I am. I said no, unfortunately, but life goes on. The kid shrugged and walked away. Lol. And I'm not really into relationships, I mean, it would be nice to have a shoulder to lean on and someone to cheer you up, but you can have that in a friend. Long term relationships are down the gutter for me. :P

I understand very much. When I ask someone how old they think I am, they suggest 17 most of the time. When I tell them how old I really am, they're all whoa, bro, you're young and I say shut your fat mouth and stop being judgmental. No wonder I have so very many friends. :P

I wish you luck in finding what kind of person you want to be. (Me, on the other hand, I'll have to be satisfied with my punky tattoos and my awful town.) Thing is, people tend to think (before I tell them) that I'm anywhere from 17 to 22 years of age. Google has decided based off of my internet activity I am a 35-40 year old. Weird. But idk, even in my pictures I look older than I am.

I hope I end up Saint Jimmy. Call me pathetic, I say spiky black hair and tattoos are my way of life. (I have neither. Well, my hair is black.) And I hope you guys have a great time away from the world, I know I would. If I were older and more sure of myself I would go to Denver and live there...or catch a ride to Manhattan or San Fran. I have never been to California. *loser*

How do you know I'm not a standoffish asshole? I know people who are very different from chat in real life. :D And I kind of do have a boring life: wake up, read, Mibba, food, Mibba, cats, go to the store, Mibba, Polyvore, read, food, sleep. It's a continuous loop of AAAAAAAAHKILLMENOW.

I'm weird. I love shit city; it's my ideal fucking heaven. I hope if heaven exists it looks like New York City. My life would be complete (both literally and figuratively).

Anytime.

I'd so much rather live in NYC or even San Francisco. Give me the Shit City of SF, and I'll happily go.

You're still intelligent.

Cities aren't as modern as they look. Boulder, Colorado is pretty nice, but Manhattan is one big smelly heap of shit served on a silver platter. There's trash and graffiti everywhere, crappy roads, it smells lousy and you can't see the stars. Weirdly enough, that's how I want it. I'd so much rather live in that god-awful excuse for a city than my nice, green, safe, perfect Shitsville suburb. And of course you sounded intelligent, you are intelligent. :D

I bet that's gonna be fun :D I wish I stayed at hotels more often. I'm weird; I prefer living in a dystopia to living in a utopia. I would sooner live in some shitty little rundown town than the utmost of modern technological housing. Rather live suurounded by graffiti and dust and fucking nothing than surrounded by technology and chrome and white and perfection. Wow, I'm weird, and I ramble. *sigh*

Yay for nice hotels! I stayed at a nice one in New York once, room service and everything. Greatest five days of my life. Wish I lived there:/