What the fuck do I need? I feel like the only one that can help me is some experienced psycho-analyst who can help me tap into the deepest corners of my subconscious, or whatever that shit entails. I wish I could be there, I wish I could unlock the secrets to myself, because if I don't do it soon then it'll all end up coming out in the worst way possible, and I feel that once it does, I'll hurt...

The amount of welcomes new people get on here is insane, and I want to thank everyone for welcoming me. I think it's beautiful, I can see everyone helping each other and I see no hate or resentment or anything (I'm not a pacifist I swear). Imagine everyone acted this way in real life? It'd be a great world. No one would have to live in fear, there'd be no crime and blah blah okay I'll shut up...

Every time I try writing long about me paragraphs I end up constantly changing them so I'll try to write something that describes me constantly.My name is Albert and I go by Albert Scáth. The word Scáth has a double meaning; in Gaelic, it means shadow. In English, to be "unscathed" is to escape or get out of something undamaged and unharmed. So I played on the word. If you want to pronounce it...