Literally just reached my breaking point. And I don't have any clue what to do.

My best friend. Gone. Just like that.It was me, Naveah, and Emily. We were in my bathroom getting ready to go to Wildwood, and Emily complained of a headache and asked if I had motrin. I told her I do in the cabinet, so she looked and grabbed many different kinds of pill. Me and Naveah bugged and grabbed them from her and put them back. She wanted to get high off of them, but I don't her she'd...
April 26th, 2012 at 05:51am

i hate relationships!);

It was always about Nate.I liked him when he was dating Aqua.I liked him when he hated me.I liked him through all the conversations with Gunnar.I love him now that he's my boyfriend.But Gunnar. And those conversations. UGH!I gave Nate my Facebook password and he saw it all.&it was far too much for him to handle.He said "that kid has nudes of MY girlfriend"...I don't know what to do.. I always...
April 19th, 2012 at 06:03am

what do you do to help you calm down? i need help, i haven't been this angry in a longggg time.

GAH. So I went to youth group 'cause this kid Gunnar told me to. This kid. I liked him, then he got annoying, then sycho, then I was like back off yo, then tonight I was like aaight lemme give him a chance. He ignored me for Aqua! AQUA! HIS EX! who hates me cause one of her boyfriends liked me when they were going out and blabla. So I sat there with Brandon (sexyyyyy) & his friend DeSean (ugly...
March 31st, 2012 at 06:24am

OH, by the way..|Rumors aren't cool!

So hay! Yesterday. Made a journal 'bout the copycats around me in my everyday life... welp. Spreading rumors is the absolute coolest thing to do around my middle school. Everyone in the school district that's in the high-school now that I'm friends, or acquainted with, tells me the high-school is much greater than the middle school in the aspect of you don't really notice the preps anymore,...
March 7th, 2012 at 03:12am

Just a little something I've noticed..

I'm an Eighth grader. I live in Cape May County New Jersey. I've moved a lot, but never left the county.What I've noticed is the extreme posing.See, I haven't seemed to notice this in anyone/group of people that I've ever met in my whole fourteen years of life that is as gagful as anyone I've met from Cape May County in the poser aspect.Here's a little of what I mean..1. The clothes. They don't...
March 6th, 2012 at 04:13am

Guess I'm a class A hoe.

Ugggggh! I feel like I only come to Mibba for boy advice anymore! But that's why I feel like such a slut... that's all that I've got going on in my life. :/ I hate it, but I'm having troubles changing myself.. in fact with each boy I meet it gets worse.Here's the latest.So I was at youth group, (a chruch program for middle through high-school aged kids) & this kid Gunnar was there. He like...
March 3rd, 2012 at 06:46am

My name's Amy.. but i guess you could call me the relationship wrecker.

I did exactly what I told myself not to.I like him so much! And he likes me too! That just increases my crush percent by another hundred. He likes me better than his girlfriend now... he's holding back because we haven't hung out in person because he lives about 20 minutes away, and it's difficult.But we're going to hang out eventually. And he told me thar when that happens, he's breaking up with...
February 21st, 2012 at 05:34am

I must say, you have this amazing way of making my day;;

His name is Nate. He's 13, goes to my school, extremely cute, personable, and has the most gorgeous colored eyes.He has this girlfriend though, her name's Aqua.She's pretty. Sweet, cute, blonde haired blue eyed scene girl. She's a year younger than Nate and I.Nate tells me I'm cute and hot and all these flattering things. He makes me feel good about myself.But he has this girlfriend named Aqua...I...
February 6th, 2012 at 06:06am

i wish he'd just ask me out. but we all have our dreams.

Ussually it's pretty obvious when someone likes someone else.But no, Will has to be all weird about girls.but I like.. really like him! But as does every other guy, he like my best friend Jen. But Jen like CHARLIE. And she's kinda sorta really like.. out of his league.WEEEEELL, idk. He said it back in October that he liked Jen. Things could've changed since then.And he did take it upon himself the...
January 13th, 2012 at 02:32am

I HATE THIS FEELING!<3

Am I scared? frustrated? Sad? Angry? Happy? In love?Nah, none of those types of feelings. Just the stupid feeling you get when you've gotta crush. Yep, we've all felt it. But it seems in middle school, at least for me, crushes are... well hard.I got high with my friends Saturday night and I told my friend Julia I like Will. I mean, he already knows so whatever.But now I think she's on this...
January 12th, 2012 at 03:18am

It's 2012 already?

Like, woah.Was I drugged from new years eve up until today?I just realized it's two thousand and fucking twelve.Since fifth grade (3 years ago), it seemed like this year just wouldn't come. I guess cause I was afraid of it until mid sixth grade. Because I believed that because the farmers said so! The world would end. Silly me, right? Anyways, I think I'm going to live this year as if its the...
January 6th, 2012 at 04:34am

Guess who got expellllled!

You guessed it! MEEE!And I've never been happier.Well I went to a hypocritical Christian school. Along with my best friends Erin and Taylor. Well, we're what the teachers legitimately call, "the troublesome trio." How sweet, right? Anyways we apparently "bully" the other students. But they're so...MESSED UP. and I wouldn't go to the extremes of calling it "abuse", or "bullying"; when really all...
January 4th, 2012 at 07:33pm

guy confusion. +questions.

Back in like.. September I threw a party. Me and my friends Tara And Jen had a sleepover the night before and planned it all out. Jen had Rob. Tara had Brian. Merissa had Bobby. Jaqui had Tony. And Taylor had Mikey. Who was left for a match? Me. I didn't really like anyone. Then Tara blurted out.."WILL!"WILL?! Will Barry... you're kidding me, right?He's like...not skinny and tiny like all the...
January 4th, 2012 at 02:44am

Since it seems to be trending... Turn ons and turn offs.(;

Well yeah. You read the title. Turn ons and turn offs are trending on Facebook and now mibba too. Seemsike it'll pass some time, and I'm sure you're all very interested in what makes me jizz my pants...LOL. So yeah here it goes.-Turn ons.These are serious. Not just "oooo he's puuurdy".~Personality is my number one...has to be sweet, loving, funny, and/or outgoing.~sense of...
January 4th, 2012 at 01:51am

the awkward moment when reminiscing leads to scuicide talk?

ME- Meeee tooo! I miss those days that I lived in Cape May and I'd walk to the duck pond and meet up with you then we'd walk to your house.Kelly -Ugh, I know right! The days before I tried to commit suicide<3She didn't. way to make the moment awkward Kel. I was hoping more of a nice conversation, looking back on the good old days when we were like, seven, and we'd waste all my brothers axe,...
January 3rd, 2012 at 07:47pm

I would have been his friend.

Christofer Drew Ingle.Yeah, the hippie who doesn't wear shoes.That's my idol right there. Since last year.I draw peace signs on my feet and advertise Nevershoutnever by wearing their logo somewhere on me everyday.But lately I've been putting a bit more thought into it. Yes, this means, I did my research. And yeah he's in a famous band and what not, but I looked deeper into his teenage years, to...
January 3rd, 2012 at 07:15am

This time, two years ago.

My sister refers to me as an autistic child. Because I don't like change. But really, I've grown accustomed to it. Because things change in everyone's lives, some, bigger changes than others.So that puts an okay beginning to my entry. Well, really, this isn't just an entry, it's sort of a brief testimony. This, because this time, two years ago was the highlight of my 13 years of life.Well. For...
January 3rd, 2012 at 06:34am

things jumping around in my mind.

Why is my dog licking my toe?-it tickles.Who just called my sister a "pussy"?-it's rather annoying hearing her bitch about it.Who invented auto correct?-it just ruins the moment.What are some good upcoming concerts?-the last one I went to was Honda civic tour, and I'm going to warped tour again this summer. But I would like to go to one in between.Why are turn on's and turn off's raging right now...
January 2nd, 2012 at 10:14pm

siblings. .-.

We mainly all have them. Or at least have people in our lives who are like them.(ex. "He/she's like a brother/sister to me!") Anyways, either way, we all know how it feels, or have at least imagined it, right?Well, my siblings are so much different from everyone else's. My friend Taylor's older sister will take her out shopping and acctually buy her things, not start arguments with her, doesn't...
January 2nd, 2012 at 09:58pm