I don't think people realize how dark my thoughts really are. Are my friends, I'm always cheerful, making jokes, smiling.But, the truth is, I'm not really like that at all.One minute, I can be completely fine. The next, reality settles in and it feels like the whole world is falling on me and it's like I can't breath, can't speak. Can't do anything excpet sit there and slowly destroy myself from...

My best friend and I are definetely a sight to behold. Our personalities and out looks are totally different yet exactly the same. We've been best friends since sixth grade and have been inseperable since then. Yet, I can't help but feel anxious sometimes. I'm timid and insecure, always questioning myself before I move forward. She isn't like that. She's outgoing and as bright as a star,...