Right now im probably the worst piece of shit in the world, i'm the biggest fuck up ever. I know your gonna read this, so im writing this directly to you. Im sorry, that doesnt even begin to describe how sorry i am. I fucked up so badly, i hurt you a second time and i cant take it back. I really hope that i dont loose you, i cant do that again, i cant be without you, it;s to hard. I deserve the...

I am such a jealous person. i try not to let it get the best of me but it does. anytime someone talks to my girl or invites her over or anything like that i get uncontollably jealous. lately she's been talking to this guy on mibba and honestly i just wanna punch the kids face in for some reason. it's like i have no control over myself when i get jealous, i say things that hurt her and i do things...

So my girlfriend doesn't want to go to prom or graduation this year. I kinda wanna go to prom but im not going to graduation either. I know she doesn't wanna go for dramatic personal reasons, and i dont wanna upset her by asking her to go with me, but i dont wanna go if she's not gonna be there. I broke her heart last year right before prom and i really wanna make it up to her in a special way so...