I've been dating this guy I've been friends with for a while now and so then like I'm really happy. His mom loves me and so don't his sisters. All my friends except for a few aren't that happy with me dating him. He had an ex who is one of my best friends and she's told me she's over and done with him. I believe her.His one sister who I thought was my friend has been talking alot of crap about me...

So I had this dream once. And my dreams are like really fucked up. Like once I had one where I was in love with my best friend and that really happened but was a very long time ago and we were like in a game Sly 1 ya know. Yeah, he kissed me. It was weird. But anyways. It was like I was in Bat country and like Johnny was there so wasn't the rest of Avenged.And there was like 2 of Johnny. I have no...

So today.Was really shitty.The guy I like who is also my best guy friend and me got into a huge fight.I mean huge.I dont even know what the fuck I did.Like he was sitting in front of me in ATL and my other friend Bekah was behind me messing with my hair.What she did with it is really cute after the 5th time messing it up.Anyway,Jake my friend was like I have to tell you something so Im like ok...

I'm serioulsy lost.I can't stop thinking of these things that I don't want to do.I just need to write and get my feelings out.I'm really mad because my onw cousins aren't happy for me.They think my boyfriend is going to hurt me some how.And my friend Dani told me Jesse has some anger issues and he beats his girlfriends.I can't believe it.I don't want to either.And this thing with Zach.God,I hate...