A POST OF MY ABSENCE (if you've noticed it)

It was a slow start to going days/weeks/a month, eventually from stop coming on this site. At first I was sad to confronting myself with feeling about someone -the girl who've I've made posts of on here. A mix of a lost in desire to read and write fed into it also.But I feel great, the girl and I are now dating (grossly, today is our one month together) and sadness is starting to go.So maybe I'll...
January 18th, 2014 at 05:50am

She likes me, and I hate everything.

The other day she wrote me this note letter thing during school and it took me a few periods to bring myself to read it.The words were terribly sad.A few of them were smeared from her tears, and I just. I don't know. Inside the the short letter she told me she likes me, among other things, and she asked me if I was angry with her. Which I'm not. I barely acknowledged it afterwards. I don't want to...
November 16th, 2013 at 09:31pm

I think I like a girl, but I don't like girls.

Girls can be really attractive, like insanely, but sometimes I try to picture myself with a girl and it's not as yearning as it would be if I were to be with a guy. I don't think I could date one, be fully romantic with one with kisses and sex, and all that stuff.I have a friend, who likes girls, and we cuddle a lot or hold hands and I like it. And sometimes I'm just like, 'what would happen if i...
October 19th, 2013 at 05:03am

I AM JUST NEVER MAKING A BLOG POST AGAIN

I'VE HAD TWO BLOG POSTS DELETEDTWO TITLES OF MY STORIES CORRECTEDA MESSAGE TELLING ME THAT I NEEDED TO CHANGE A TITLE PHOTO BEFORE IT WAS DELETED.GOOD GOLLY I'M ONLY EVER GOING TO WRITE HORRIBLE FICTION ON THIS DEAR SITE FROM NOW ON.I WON'T EVER TITLE MY STORY INCORRECTLY OR USE A PHOTO WITH BRIEF NUDITY FOR A STORY OR POST A BLOG FOR 'BASHING' SOMEONE OR USING REPEATED CONTENT.IT'LL JUST BE OLE...
October 17th, 2013 at 12:54am

RECS (By darkaly)

So, my last list of recs was my first so I decided to include every favorite story that I've ever read on this site. Now I'm just going to list my current current current favorite lil stories~Ones that were on my last list but are still going -in my heart and being updatedPiper June. by sempiternal;Mimi by sempiternal;The Sin City Movement by pallidWinterhaven by pelican park.Boys &...
October 15th, 2013 at 11:55pm

MY FRIEND IS RIGHT NEXT TO ME RN AND SHE WON'T GO TO PROM WITH ME

SHE SAYS SHE'LL ONLY GO IF I ASK HER IN A CUTE APPEALING WAY IDK GIVE ME IDEAS AND SUCH BC SHE SUCKS AND SAYS SHE WON'T GO I ASK EVERYDAY AND SAY NICE THINGS BUT IT'S ALWAYS A NO SHE WANTS IT YOUTUBE-CUTE SO THAT I'LL RECORD IT AND YEAH SHE'LL PROBABLY SAY NO ON CAMERA BC SHE SUCKS MAYBE I'LL DO SOMETHING 'CHEESY' AND ASK HER OUT VIA PIZZA PROBS JUST WRITE HER A STORY AND SAY YO MAN WILL YA GO TO...
October 14th, 2013 at 04:09am

I JUST DO SO MUCH WRONG ON THIS SITE -RANT-

I HAD ONE OF MY BLOGS THAT I POSTED LAST NIGHT DELETED BECAUSE IT BROKE A RULE OF PUBLIC BASHING OR SOMETHING WHICH I DON'T SEE HOW BECAUSE IN THAT POST I TALK OF MYSELF AND HOW PEOPLE BASHED MY APPEARANCE AND LET ME FALL INTO STEREOTYPES IN THEIR HEADS AND I'VE READ SO MUCH WORSE THINGS ON BLOGS ON THIS SITE THIS IS THE THIRD TIME I'VE DONE SOMETHING ON THIS SITE FROM INCORRECTLY HAVING A TITLE...
October 10th, 2013 at 08:41pm

I make too many apology blogs

Obviously I haven't updated. I did write something, something just to clear my head, ya know? I've been circling with these bad thoughts in my head and I'm trying to write them out and my hands decide not to work. I have more things to write out, but I can't?I can't and they're still there and the thought of even trying to update Childish or anything really makes me sad. I have so much to do with...
September 23rd, 2013 at 09:42pm

Birthday Blues

It's the end of the night and there is three minutes left to my birthday (As i'm writing this). I always get really anxious about birthday and holidays and anything really that requires some sort of thing that brings people/family/friends together.I'm happy how my birthday turned out this year.I decided to invite more people than last year to my stupid party. Today two of my friends and I went to...
September 3rd, 2013 at 07:01am

I'm sick of loosing things

First I forgot my password. I think it crawled out of my head maybe.Then my computer just died. It doesn't like to tell me when it's low on battery and I tend not to check the battery life.I had just finished some very important writing and now that's gone and I have to rewrite it and re edit it i don't like things and things don't like megosh ugh things suck i hate everything espicially computers...
August 23rd, 2013 at 11:14pm

I'M GOING TO SLEEP AND HOPEFULLY DREAM. || +Updating Rant.||

So I'm home from school, I've eaten my food, and I still cannot remember my password.So I'm going to take a nap now and wouldn't it be great if I could have a dream. A dream where it shows me making my password and hopefully I'll see it there then wake up and type it and it'll work. Like, wow, how fucking amazingly great would that be.But who knows.And I hope that I'll update soon.It's just.I like...
August 20th, 2013 at 10:20pm

I forgot my laptop password.

So,I forgot my laptop password. I changed it a few days ago before going to my dads. Now I'm home and Ive been racking my brain for hours trying to remember it.The worst part is that my account is the admin acound and just ugh.I'm on my phone now but ill probably sneak onto my Mom's account until I magically remember my damn password. Hopefully that'll be soon bc if my mom finds out I won't have...
August 19th, 2013 at 04:51am

this kinda sorta makes me hate myself forever

All week I had the time to write a one to two minute speech for my class on someone who inspires me. But let me explain to you why I'm in a fucking speech class.I signed up for imaginative writing.Writing, a writing class.And so this year they decided to put together Speech Arts and Imaginative Writing together. One for one semester and the other for the other semester. So I have nine weeks until...
August 16th, 2013 at 04:43am

I'M REALLY PISSED AND CHILDISH WAS SUPPOSED TO BE UPDATED LAST NIGHT

LAST NIGHT I WAS WRITING CHILDISH AND MY MOM SAID SHE WAS TAKING THE LAPTOP TO DO WORK AT TEN SO I WAS FINE WITH IT AND I HAD JUST FINISHED WHEN MY MOM CAME IN BEFORE TEN YELLING AT ME TO HURRY UP AND JUST MY FUCKING LUCK WHEN I PRESSED SUBMIT MIBBA DIDN'T WORK FOR SOME STUPID REASON SHOWING MY AN ERROR PAGEAND SO I TOLD HER JUST TO WAIT A MOMENT A I PRESSED SAVE DRAFT TONS AND TONS AND IT FUCKING...
August 14th, 2013 at 09:48pm

LIST OF RECS (by darkaly)

This is my first recommendation blog, and though I've wanted to do it for a while I wasn't entirely sure how I could make a list of my favorites without posting my entire subscriptions. But I guess I'll try to update this whenever.It's a mix of chaptered (long and short), drabbles, and maybe one-shots.And multiple favorites from the same author are grouped together.this is all Original FictionNOT...
August 10th, 2013 at 07:36am

This holds childish spoilers don't read ( or do if you want idc)

I figured by the whole 'NEXT CHAPTER!' thing I did you all figured that there'd be a kiss and there is and I'm writing Childish now and i'm pretty much at the scene for it and i'm trying to write it like how i have it in my head and i don't think it's working out right really and this was just a disorganized rant about Ryan's and Bella's first kissing scene that i'm trying perfect and idkthis is...
August 9th, 2013 at 06:13am

updates||the conjuring

It's 1am and I leave to return home tomorrow.Which means updates.The first thing I'll update will either be Childish or Righting Wrongs. I finally got an idea for Righting Wrongs and hopefully I'll write it out.---------So I saw The Conjuring (I'll give it a 7/10), and half the time I was smiling/freaking out/fangirling bc I saw this really familiar face.SHANNON KOOK-CHUNWhen he first appeared on...
July 24th, 2013 at 07:19am

updates/updating

So, I'm going out of town Saturday I think and I was trying to update at lease Childish but I'm not feeling it... I have an exact idea for this chapter and I've maybe 1/4 of it but it's not going well.Anyway I wanted to update it because for the next week or so I probably won't update. I'll be out of town and blah blah blah I only really feel comfortable (if that makes sense) when I'm writing in...
July 19th, 2013 at 05:26am

UPDATING CHILDISH

I WAS WRITING CHILDISH AND WHEN I'M UPDATING I USUALLY HAVE TWO WINDOWS UP AND I WENT TO MINIMIZE THE WINDOW WITH CHILDISH AND IT EXITED SO I NO LONGER HAVE THE HALF I ADDED TO THE DRAFT I'D SAVED A COUPLE DAYS AGOAND SO I'M REALLY UPSET ABOUT THIS AND DUE TO THIS IT MAY BE ANOTHER DAY (MAYBE) BEFORE I UPDATE CHILDISHI'M SORRY IT'S JUST WHEN I THINK ABOUT REWRITING THAT I GET REALLY UPSET AND...
July 14th, 2013 at 10:05pm

COMMENTS

I've been getting these really nice, just simply awesome comments lately on my stories. I really wish that I could reply to them, but all I can say is thank you. Which wouldn't do anything justice. These comments, not just the recent ones but ones I've gotten since joining this site, are very encouraging and helped me getting over this writer's block I've been dealing with.I think I went a month...
July 14th, 2013 at 06:41am