God what is wrong with life. This place is seriously screwed up! Its not just the living part of it, its the entire thing!! Emotions, feelings, actions, everything that has to do with life! You have to have feelings, you can't not feel nothing all the time it sucks!! Everything is a fucking lie. I have to act like a friend to people, a loving happy daughter, I have to act that I am happy and that...

Well it does not really have to be a doctor. Nurses too. I can't stand any of them!! God!!! See it all started when I fell. Pretty hard to imagine that since I have awsome balance...NOT!.Well, I didn't fall just anywhere like a normal person. No I just had to fall off of the bus. Who in the hell falls off of a bus for no reason! I do.Unfortunatly for me, I'm the ONLY one who laughed. That is...