So, today my parents read some photo thing to me. I didn't understand it. And my dad said "No wonder you failed your English class." I wonder if he realizes how much that hurt. How much it still hurts. I wonder if he realizes it makes me feel like I am worthless and won't be able to pass my English make up class. That I won't be able to graduate. I wonder if he realizes how deep the pain really...

So, I was reading an update for a story on here, and the chapter was... Disturbing to put it mildly. I read it HOURS ago, and I am still freaking out. I keep having panic attacks, I can barely type right now, I have NOBODY to talk to, and I need someone to listen. To help. To make me feel like someone cares. I don't know what to do... These panic attacks are coming every day now and the tears are...