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yeah. well, thanks.. but i seen him tuseday. the first time in two months. his girlfriend thing was with him. so he sent her inside, i started to cry a bit, so he grabed me and held on to me and kissed me. like really soft and heart felt, you know. i looked down and me and said " i love you no matter what, she means nothing to me, you know that." i shook my head yes, and he smiled and kissed me one more time. and when i left i just started to bawl. i dont even know why. but we have been talking so i finally, this upcoming monday and tuseday, can spend time with him (: i'm really happy about it. it was just so weird when i seen him, it was exactly how i imagined it.. and his lips were softer then anyone else i have ever kissed. its was... perfect. gahh. so anyways, were okay now. i'm just waiting till monday. so yeah.
and i understand completely, it hard to be in a relationship. have you tried like, just sitting down with her and telling her how you feel ?

I didn't used to like them. I have a general dislike for nouns as names. But I'm really starting these.

yeah. thats true. its a bit weird though, like me and him talk non stop everyday. and the things is i'm not even streching the truth there, so like i was a little disapointed that he hasent said a word to me in like two days. yeah, i know i sound real clingy girlfriend, but for me and him thats unusual. so i wonder whats going on with him. so blahh. anyways, okay. so she's the same one? sorry, i missed that! lol. but i honestly dont know what to say. and i'm with you with the whole "confusing life" thing there (: but,like i said, if you just need to vent and shit. i, your mibba buddy, is here to help you ! hahaha.

yeah. he just likes fooling around. but i know that he i'm still the one he wants to be with (: like, okay, what other 16 year old wants to have a future with a 13 year old. like me and him have talked about, living together, getting married and what not. and he said, he dosent want sex, but he knows i do. so he's okay with that. but he wants his first time with me. so i'm perfectly fine with that. and i might see him this tuseday, and we both want to take pictures together. so if that happens, you can see what me and him look like together. people say we'd make a good couple. but i havent see us "together" yet. you know ?

and, yeah it was a little confusing, but thats okay. i'm confusing at most times too, but i guess, i'm glad you found someone new ? lol. sorry, i dont really know what to say to that ): i really wish i could be of more help !

being drunk

hah. thanks. and yeah. it sucks. but like he tells most of them he just wants to be friends but they still keep trying. and i dont blame them. lol. but the thing is, were not officaly dating. so i do alow him to maybe get a quick blow/hand job. he a 16 year old guy for god sakes. lol. its like taking a kid to a candy store and everythings free but he cant have any of it ! but yeah, just as long as theres no emotion i dont mind, same with me.

you've got a point. i may just stay with him for a bit longer, but i'm going to end it soon. but you for one should know, i'm a bit more mature then most 13 year olds (: hah. on the other hand, things with andrew (the older one) are getting to be sooooo stressful. he has work and what not, then on the days he can possibly see me, i have to work with my studies. so it sucks. then the skanks at his school are all over him and i'm almost worried i'm going to lose him. and i honestly have told him this before, but he just dosent seem to understand or something. cause like anytime i tell him, he pretty much acts like theres nothing we can do about it. you know ?

annoyed by father, you?

haha. sorry! and yeah, i know that too well. lol. yay for us bisexuals !
XD anyways, yeah he's like i'm not sure if i am. but i'm deffinetly thinking about it. so i'm like its cool. i just dont know, i think imma break up with him. he never kisses me and anytime i try making out with him, he pulls away and starts laughing... imature little fucker. hah. oh well !!!

gahh ! thats horrible XD
but i love it !
lol. so like, i got news..
i'm still with andrew, but, that 6th grader asked me out, and since me and anndrew are aloud to date others ( in lack of phisical attention) lol.
but yeah so were together now, and today i found out...
he has a kinda boyfriend! how fucking sweet is that. they kissed and i was liek holy shit, and there like are you mad? and i'm like heellllll no :D
yay. i'm dating a bi kid. lmao.

oh okay thats even awesomer! and i love whatever you pick! :P

yeah. i'm happy too. and thats nice!
i havent gotten high in forever man. we should do it together some time XD
anyways ! lol. well, my advice is fuck her, then leaver her. just hurt her like she hurt you (:
hope that helps !!

mkay ! lets trade !
haha. and i wish it was at least somewhat warm.
lol. oh and brandon? yeah.. he was a complete asshole to me just cause i was drinking this weekend. he's fucking jelous cuase "i'm 16 and my mom might let me have a drink of her winecooler, and your aloud to to do shots ?!" haha. i'm like get the fuck over yourself. so i just recently realized, i think i'm in love with that andrew kid... we still talk. and we've been flirting. and thats when we realized it. i really wanted to see him and he wanted to see me... and when it just wouldent work. i started to cry. so yeah. were kinda to gether :/ its confusing !

it's actually not white in the pic, but i just have a hard time reading white + blue or grey or something, with the low contrast and all. :') i don't know if anyone else has this problem.. maybe it's just me :'D

well, the picture of oli is behind the text, and there's a lot of white or light colors in oli's pic. the text is white as well, so it's hard to read parts of the words sometimes. (:

well. tell me how it goes..
and holy shit ! thats why better then michigan...
(where i unfortunatly live)

i think its brillant! my girl! it sues you, i could see it already! ^____^

are you going to?
and wait, where do you live?
i ask that in the lest creeper way. haha.

haha its blue and black now! ^___^
and you're welcome, i loved it! :)

any phisical attention.
and like it was nice, today it was all cold, and me and brandon were at a park, and we just like layed in the grass and he held me cause i was like
shivering (: aha.