mhm. me too. but it just sucks. cuase like you know i really like him, but i still have feelings for others, you know ? and i guess thats all you really can do, right ? like i know it must suck, just not knowing. but you and i should hope for the best ! btw, you should like myspace me, myspace.com/only_1_rachael
mhmm.. we were chilling at the high school. it was so movie-esuqe. we were all holding hands, if i were to sit down, he's put his arm around me. then like we were on the bleachers and i was leaning over the fence and he turned me around and kissed me, and i wraped my arms around his neck and he put his hands on my waist. it was perfect !! were hanging out again saturday (: and i mean i guess good luck with all that. tell me how it works out, kay ?
oh, sorry, i forgot to ask, why are you going to fuck him ?
and i know, thanks. i just. the reason i really want to be with brandon is, okay, so theres only one other person on the world who i could ever say i love you to and mean it(besides my family you know ) but i mean were over now, but i'll always have a special place for him in my heart. but anyways, i used to always get butterflies. you know, just super nervous around him, in a good way. but i've never felt that way around anyone, exsept now, brandon. and i think its a good thing, cuase me and that other kid lasted for three years ! so i do hope it works out (:
well see thats the thing. things change so much around me. and in all actuality, i never have much with guys. i just like to keep my mind opend to them all. you know ? but i think things with brandon will work out ( 15 ginger XD) but he's a sweetheart. like thats the one i met last weekend with crystal. and we hung out this weekend and we were at a fair, and i was scared on a ride, so he put his arm around me and kissed me ! i was like omg yay! but i like couldent show him that. aha. but i really like him. and i hate that gangsta kid now, he;s like telling everyone i want his dick. i'm like fuck you ! lol. and i'm still going to flirt with that 6th grader. when i was in 6th i dated an 8th grader. but, like andrew ( the 16 year old kid) he's fucking jelous of brandon. but oh well (:
that interesting. i'm sorry i dont have the best advice. i just hope everything works out with you (: and for me on the other hand, i'm done with both andrew and tori. but in our first full week of school, more people are telling me how good i look, and ask if i would do something with them, and if i say no, there like okay fine. ugly. skank. and i'm just like stfu. but i do know this, i met a kid named brandon ( his best friend is ryan. lmao. think about it XD) and well, he's almost 16 he lives 3 miles away from me, and he's a cutie. he's a catholic church boy, but he dosent act like it. he said he likes me, but doesnt act like it. were going to a fair tomarrow, and he's like, do you want me to make a move on you ? and i'm like fuck yeah ! but i told him sure. lol. and i guess things are going okay, but it doesnt seem like he really likes me.. then there's this "gangsta" kid in my grade, who likes me, and i like him, but we havent told eachtoher, you can just kinda tell. the only think is, he's a huge pot head... then i think i like this 6th grader (mind you i'm in 8th grade) and i'm just blahh with that one... advice ? lol.
Acacia and I both thank you for your story comment!!! She's in Austria at the moment so I don't know when we'll be able to update but I'm hoping its soon.
In the meantime, if you want, read my story about Blessthefall - http://stories.mibba.com/read/132940/Scary-Little-Plus-Sign/
and Acacia's story about The Maine- http://stories.mibba.com/read/119147/Road-Trip-Or-Not/
Haha I turned most of my friends towards that genre of music. Some they like, some they dont like. But I'm pretty open minded to all types of music, unless the music totally sucks then I just cant listen to it!