@ XXXataktoulaXXX I missed you too :/ and as things have gotten better and then worse, things that i thought i had hidden away for good are resurfacing, hence the most recent poem, "Honestly".
@ XXXataktoulaXXX I know :) sorry, i've just been feeling burning hot, but shivering cold, and hypersensitive, alongside a headache and the common cold symptoms. Temp of 101.7 :/
@ RasberrySuicide!! It was that bad, and i will when i feel better.
@ XXXataktoulaXXX Its easier to talk to me than you'd think at first, but most people are so reserved, and all i really wanna do is be there and help people. Btw, i looked for you on FB, you're a page xD not someone i can add as a friend, so i followed you.
@ PKMNTrainerMartin I get what you mean and I know that there aren't may people in reall life who we can honestly call them our friends and mean it. I think its easier to talk to a stranger, like me and you and from that we could be internet best friends for years if you get what I mean. I got to know a guy over Facebook four years ago if not more and we've been talking openly about everything since then. It was so easy getting everything out of my chest to him, an online friend and it kind of stuck to me with my so-called friends in actual life (not the online world). Anyway, I think you are a great guy and from the way you speak and get hold of things, you seem pretty much interesting and understanding which is a good thing hun. :) To stop thinking about things, that's not the solution there, is it? The solution is thinking about it, seeing the situation you are in and doing what you think is better for yourself. Put yourself above anything else because the others won't do it for you. It's a pretty hard year and people have changed for the worst. We can only depend on ourselves and sometimes even that seems hard. I'm ranting again, sorry. You are just so easy to talk to. :D
@ XXXataktoulaXXX Changing yourself would be ridiculously hard i meant more like finding friends who have personalities that fit well with mine, like puzzle pieces. People do make it harder, i agree, myself being one of them, all i can do is think and think about things, its so hard to stop thinking ^_^ thats why i always play video games or watch TV, or go do something with friends. It keeps me from thinking myself into my own grave.
I missed you too :/ and as things have gotten better and then worse, things that i thought i had hidden away for good are resurfacing, hence the most recent poem, "Honestly".