I believe in many things. I believe in self-worth; in respect; in standing up for what you believe in; and in standing up for yourself in general. But I mostly believe in angels. No, not the kind that floats around you with silvery wings and glittering halos while singing soft praises. My angels, or angel, is one that is just a normal person with something unique about them- they’ll stay by you...

omfg!!!!! i don't know why, but i went through and read my bf's old messages- and now i'm shaking uncontrollably.... i never thought it'd be so freakin' hard to read old messages about him likin someother girl... even when he's datin me now!god, i feel like i'm going to combust. i feel like some helpless loser that's centered her life around some guy.. but he's not just a guy!! i love him! we've...

ok, i emailed devin, and found out that he really didn't call me a slut, so i was the one that screwed up and also, he doesn't hate me, he's just "annoyed"(that's what he said).as for my parents: screw them:) im sneaking onto the computer every chance i get and i think my mom is even starting to rethink this site because it helps me "fuel my young mind". i knwo it sounds REALLY corny, but hey-it...

omg!!1) my parents found out that i joined this site and they got PISSED. they're big on no chatting and stuff- basically don't want me to grow up at all when i want to but yell at me when i act like a kid:)2) from my last journal, i told Devin about this site and my story and i told him my screenname so now he can read it if he wants to.... omfg!!! why am i such a big screwup? god, now he's going...

omg, my life sucks right now. i'll go down the list that leads up to now by dates... well, days.four weeks ago on a wednesday--my bf of a year and a month broke up with me after a rumor was spread around about me cheating on him with my ex, Timmy. he said he broke up with me because i was really acting depressed, and he thought he was the reason why. that same day, he called me after school,...