still, i can use them if i feel like it XD san for just anyone, chan for a girl and kun for a boy when theyre my friends, sensei for a teacher and... sama for someone i respect, you say?
im not sure really... i concentrated more on when i looked good, what parts of me i liked rather than when i didnt look good, and which parts of me i hated. im not totally cured, sometimes i think i look like shit, but its not so bad that i want to spend all day locked in the bathroom.
i think the best thing is to try and avoid thinking negatively, so if youre feeling ugly/fat/whatever, do something like put on some outfit or accessory that makes you feel good about yourself. like now, when i feel bad about myself ill wear a skirt or a fitted top, coz ill get compliments that remind me that im not ugly XD i guess its about believing other people and distracting yourself from negative ideas... does that help at all?
Ha, it is perfectly fine. Stanzas are the different blocks of lines (like paragraphs, but for poetry). I suppose my English is fairly decent, although I am not sure if that has anything to do with my age. As a non-native speaker, I am much more impressed with your grasp of the language. Bravo!
no problem. =] ive often worried about being too thin. what you have to decide is do you wanna like yourself the way you are or change yourself so you can be someone you like. coz both are really hard, and sometimes you dont know what you wanna change, but you cant do both at the same time.