October 28th, 2009 at 04:02am
ah my, i'm much more of a facecrack person now.
the albion philosophy? i haven't even thought about that in a long time. we were young idealists then. it was nice to hope. i still believe in the same something from nothing though, and now a lot of my hopes are a lot more achievable.
right now i'm living with a bunch of travellers and it's been interesting to say the least. i've met a lot of new people and had a ton of cool experiences, despite the fact i'm living far below the poverty line. i'm supposed to go hitching to calgary soon, so that'll be an adventure. i've been taught how to dumpster dive & fly signs too. my favourite so far has been "spare change for acid!", which actually got us enough money for mangle. the guy i'm travelling with is named adam & we're both looking for jobs right now so we can start renting this house downtown. it'll be glorious!
anyways, i don't have consistent access to the internet, so my responses might be far in between. what's going on in your life?
i was just having a moment of desperation, but fuck. my night got better. this is the life i wanted i suppose, but it's not how i imagined it, especially in the winter. ah well. aside from some difficulties this week, i'm excited for the rest of it. tomorrow there's some lsd to be done and a for sure place to stay, thursday i'm hoping to visit an ex-lover, and friday i'm hitching up to saskatoon for a big halloween rave, which will hopefully involve some ketamine and mass amounts of dancing.
if i were you, i wouldn't be upset about normalcy. it's static, and you start to miss that no matter how much you told yourself you wouldn't. there's a reason why so many people live the same life: stability. you learn to appreciate it.
anyhow, i've got some stargazing to do.