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those last lines killed me.

i was just having a moment of desperation, but fuck. my night got better. this is the life i wanted i suppose, but it's not how i imagined it, especially in the winter. ah well. aside from some difficulties this week, i'm excited for the rest of it. tomorrow there's some lsd to be done and a for sure place to stay, thursday i'm hoping to visit an ex-lover, and friday i'm hitching up to saskatoon for a big halloween rave, which will hopefully involve some ketamine and mass amounts of dancing.

if i were you, i wouldn't be upset about normalcy. it's static, and you start to miss that no matter how much you told yourself you wouldn't. there's a reason why so many people live the same life: stability. you learn to appreciate it.

anyhow, i've got some stargazing to do.

ah my, i'm much more of a facecrack person now.

the albion philosophy? i haven't even thought about that in a long time. we were young idealists then. it was nice to hope. i still believe in the same something from nothing though, and now a lot of my hopes are a lot more achievable.

right now i'm living with a bunch of travellers and it's been interesting to say the least. i've met a lot of new people and had a ton of cool experiences, despite the fact i'm living far below the poverty line. i'm supposed to go hitching to calgary soon, so that'll be an adventure. i've been taught how to dumpster dive & fly signs too. my favourite so far has been "spare change for acid!", which actually got us enough money for mangle. the guy i'm travelling with is named adam & we're both looking for jobs right now so we can start renting this house downtown. it'll be glorious!

anyways, i don't have consistent access to the internet, so my responses might be far in between. what's going on in your life?

Good and bad. A lot has happened since I last talked to you!

We might lose our house because my step-dad won't get a job. He claims it's "impossible" because he's over qualified. So my mom and I are gonna stick it to him by applying everywhere. If she gets hired it's proof it's not since my mom has a masters and my step-dad doesn't.

My brother got he's girlfriend pregnant, but I don't see it as so bad. They've been together nearly seven years and both have a college degree. They'll be fine. It's just a little creepy I'll be an aunt by January and I'm still in high school.

I started school last week - I'm now a junior. Freshman are pathetic - they're shorter than me and I haven't grown in nearly four years and I'm only 5'3. They're getting short. But school's good. I'm taking classes I want to for the most part.

I'm turning The Blackest Years/City of Lost Angels into a comic for DeviantArt. I figured it's a good way to get the story out to more people. So far I've only finished one page and working on the second. I'll still be writing it for here, though.


So, how's life with you?

You were banned? For what?

I did delete all of 'em. >.< I'm re-writing The Blackest Years, though. It's not up quiet yet 'cause I'm writing another story right now.

that's awesome about Toronto. You'll have to take pics for me - I've never been there. I'm going to San Fransisco, then up to Lake Tahoe area for two weeks. Also going to a concert with my brother on the 20th.
I've basically just been drawing a lot for Deviantart and reading lots of comics. And looking for a job. I don't have one anymore =/

LUC!
Ah! I haven't talked to you in so long! What's up?

Yeah your right I can't stand using this site add me on facebook Gilmoresean@yahoo.ie

Sorry I didn't reply earlier but every time I try to message you something happens and I have to go or the internet collapses. I thought you lived in spain ohh well. Yes I have heard of the virus but we aren't really that affraid of it in Ireland any way it's the same media fear mongering as the bird flu. Any thing else happening over there.

I'm great How are you? I am currently in france studying my french xith a host familly but everyones english is better then my french so no one will speak to me in french and when they do they rush through the language. I am having hell trying to use this azerty keyboard. What is new with you?

no, not at all, i'm just saying it wasn't what i was expecting. in a good way.
you're quite welcome :]

thank you SO MUCH. (:
it means a lot to me.
ps, your profile is pretty much amazing. :D

Sounds good! :)

So....are there any particular duties you would have for me, as a co-mod?

Honestly, I have never done it before, but I'm up to the challenge. :D

i missed your birthday, i feel terrible. have a good lifetime, luc.

yeah hes dated both my bffs

well he's my friend,so thats good.

yeah,and sadly i cant be with him since he's my best friend's bf

haha same here.....

;) Anne Rice is amazing!
It's good to find another fan =D

happy birthdayy<3