Hello everyone!First off, I want to let everyone know how sorry I am that I have not updated anything for the past few months now. I don't even remember when I last updated, either and I don't think you understand how bad I feel, but please, don't think during those few months I wasn't thinking of any of you. I have been and during these few months of absence, I have been trying to write but...

I'm tired. I feel emotionally and physically drained. I seriously don't know what to do anymore because I'm torn between how I feel and what I want to do. I need to vent to someone, but I don't want to be a bother, so I'll do it here.I have gone through so much with my best friend these past few years and I don't know if they have been well-spent or wasted. I truly love my best friend and I enjoy...