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Thanks so much for the mega awesome comment. Seriously, everyone dreams of getting in depth feedback for their work and your comment just blew me away. I'm really glad that you enjoy my story and that you could find humor in it. I try to keep the events offbeat so that it has a lighthearted funny feel to it. Sometimes I wonder if I succeed, so thanks for letting me know! =)

You know that silly little dream every kid has when they're super young? The one that makes no sense but they still want to be it anyway? Mine was to be a ballerina. Then a writer. And I'm stilll holding onto that last little kid dream.

The balloons on Mibba that you get when it's your birthday. It shows on every post you've ever made. :D They're awesome, but last year I missed mine because I had a party and obviously I didn't want to come on Mibba at the same time as my party. That would be a total *palmface*. Anywayssss...
My birthday is on 7th September.
Three days before Mikey's.
:D
xo

Haha. Somehow I'm surviving on about three hours sleep a night. I don't think that's healthy but anyways, who cares? Ooooh I cannot wait until my birthday! I finallllly get to see my balloons because last year I had a party so I missed them. Yaaay! Balloons!
xo

Yeah, exactly. It's like I still believe that if I want it hard enough, there's no way it can't happen.

Well, I think some part of me still retains that hopeless childish mindset that I am utterly invincible. That other people get hurt and get fucked up, but not me. Because I am above that. Nothing can touch me. And while I'm aware that that isn't necessarily true, the kid in me still believes it.

But I guess I've always been blessed with knowing exactly where I want to go in life, and attempting to figure out how to get there. And the rest is just an exciting mystery. I rarely look toward the future except for what I want to do occupation-wise. For the most part I am a present-bound dreamer.

Uhhh... that would have probably been posted at about 2am. I couldn't go to sleep, so I updated my story. :)
I think my priorities are screwed up haha.
xox

That is the most honest philosophy I've ever heard. And I think as long as you're someone who is aware of that, then you'll have no problem living as much as you Need to.

Hhaha I bet you were just stunned by Franks beauty. I'm now about to go to bed because I'm tired.
Night!
xo

Hey, just passing and thought I' compliment you on your cool profile.
How are you?
xo

I think the best thing for you to do is to find something that makes you happy, because if you're happy doing something, there's no way that you can't [i]not[/i] change the world by doing it. But that's just my opinion.

At least you have two plans. My entire future revolves around somehow making it as an author. If that doesn't work, then I am one hundred percent fucked. Either way, I'll probably end up starving to death.

Gooodddd, I wish I could draw too. If I could be an artist/writer, my life would be complete.

I've never had much luck with guys because I'm so shy, but with him, I'm not. The few times I have talked to him, it was great, and I was totally uninhibited.

And by the way, your profile picture is beautiful.

Well, my most recent plan is this: since he's going to be a senior this year, I am just going to ride it out and see if fate makes us friends. And if it doesn't, then during the last week of school I'm just going to walk up and kiss him. I have nothing to lose, and after that I'll never see him again anyway.

His name is Nick, but I call him Frank behind his back because he has a strange resemblance to Iero himself. We are not friends. He is a grade above me, and as far as I know, he hardly knows that I exist.

If I could, I would seduce him with my writing skills.

Okay, okay. So maybe there's a [i]little[/i] bit of excitement. But only because I miss feeling useful. And I really want to see the guy I've been crushing on for two years.

aha, agreed. you're the only comment on my journal, haha. but ty as well x

No way. Looks like I'm going to have to reject you as a friend. I go back in 18 days.

:]] That might just be the jealousy talking.