I'm depressedI don't know if its real depression that can be fixed with pillsor if I'm just sad all the timeBut it sucksI cut my self and then I felt betterbut i don't wanna do that because it scares the shit out of meSometimes I feel like I want to dieWhen I got into a fight with my friend and we told the teacher about the fightI was in hysterics and I told themThey said I was being silly and...

I don’t get out a lot. I don’t have a lot of friends or a lot of people that relate to me. I don’t think I will either. No one gets my serious self, so I always have to make it up by being the random, hyper girl who they all know, and kinda hate. But I really don’t wanna be ‘that crazy random hyper girl’, thats not who I am, I wanna be the deep girl, who writes mediocre poetry and who...

You expect me to be normalafter all the years of teasing?the years of unnecessary bullying?every time you called me uglyit was burned into my personaevery time you said I has no friendsit was hammered into my soulI always knew you where wongbut in the back of my mindI always wondered, what if they’re right?what if I’m a ‘pity friend’What if people say I’m decent lookingjust to make me...

SCHOOLS IN A BIT MORE THAN A FUCKING WEEKI dont wanna go backeveryones mean there, everyone looks like a model except for ME, and not a catalog model, like a fucking nylon model and I look ICKYI went to this Gifted and Talented Program (heh gifted and talented)and turns out the way MY school teaches isn't the way I learn, I've been at that school my entire life and I could've been at a school...