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Haha, oh no, it's ok! I haven't been on here in forever! How have you been?

Oh and I also like my short story (one shot whatever it's called) I did for Kelsey (I don't even remember what her name is on here 'cause i haven't been on here is o long, like oceanessence or something?)'s contest called Umbrella Clouds. Though I kinda hate the name.

I've actually been meaning to go on projectfiction I just keep forgetting!
Baahahaha, that last comment of yours made me laugh.

I think one of my main issues right now, is that I think all of my stuff is crap. Like, I like the original ideas but i feel like each chapter for each story is just blahhhh le crappiness

what am i even saying right now

ok so the only story of mine that i don't think it utter complete crap is Glass and maybe Smiles & Leaves.

I used to really love Galaxies, and I still love the characters, i just dont like my writing, i don't think it's doing the original idea for the story or the characters any justice.

And the thing about Glass is that I honestly, don't even know where it's going. But it has a feel to it, like i dont know what it is, but every chapter just fits, and most of all the words just fit. And I don't write anything for that story unless it feels absolutely right, and when I am writing something for that story it's like i'm not even writing it, it's writing itself. But seriously, I don't know where that story is going, like the original idea for it is not whats coming out it's just morphing into something else entirely. Maybe it'll slowly turn towards the original idea i don't know, but Glass is just different from anything i've ever written.

And basically right now I want to just take down all my stories except Glass and Smiles & Leaves 'cause those are the only ones that I'm sorta proud of.

And I am going to shut up now.

I've been pretty good. Not much to complain about.
I actually wrote a little bit tonight! I have no idea if I'll ever put it on here, 'cause I have a tendency to start a story and never finish it. But I haven't really been getting much inspiration lately and i think is as a little bit to do with not reading stories on here. 'Cause sometimes i get the best inspiration from reading a really good story on here. So I'm going to try to get back into Mibba.

Aw, man I'm sorry dude, that sucks!
I mean sometimes it can be nice 'cause you get a fresh start, but I know you were wanting to redo that story!
Ugh, that just sucks, 'cause you get do anything about it when crap like that happens.
But I bet this will turn out to be a good thing, I mean, I hope, lol ok i'm so tired and i'm like trying to look for the best lol. 'Cause that's what I try to do with situations that I can't change. Maybe something really great will come out of it?

You know i just remembered the most random thing from that story? Pudding.

Yep. I need to go to sleep.
Goodnight! Or morning! Or afternoon! (idk when youre going to read this)
ok i'm leaving now
goodbye
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Hey you!

Just stopping by to say hi, how've you been?

How was your New Years?

Same to you! I hope your elves helped you a plently.

HAPPY LATE CHRISTMAS!!

Oh my gosh I tried to reply to you but I wasn't signed in and I then I forgot! lol

But yeah we did meet! It was great. It was kinda awkward at times, but that was expected. She's such a sweetheart. I adore her. We only got to hang out for a little bit because I actually had to stay an extra day to get to see her. And that day my best friend and I had to leave to go home. So yeah. That part was kinda a bummer. (It was so bittersweet when my friend and I had to leave I like couldn't walk away, I just kept standing there cause I didn't want to go, but I did cause I was tired, but I didn't cause I knew that it'd be a really, really long time --if ever!-- until I got to see her again). But it was still really cool to hang out and like talk face to face.

Oh this is funny, at one point we were walking (I think we were in line for the Jurassic Park ride-- We met at Islands of Adventure) in like the line, and I think it was my friend Kylie who asked how long Sophie and I have like been talking online. And Sophie and I were just like: Oh, wait, how long has it been? And I was like "Well I joined Mibba in 2008, I was seventeen." And Kylie was like: How wow I didn't realized you guys have been talking for that long. And Sophie were like: Oh yeah, we have been talking for like four years now huh? Weirdddd.

So yeah, it was great. I was kinda afraid that I'd get too nervous and chicken out like at the last second like when I was looking for Sophie and her friends in Harry Potter World. I was afraid that I'd get to scared to walk up to her when I saw her. But I was just like: OH THERE SHE IS! And just started walking towards and was like "HI"

But yeah this is really getting long so I'm going to stop here! :)

So true! People keep asking me how it's going and I just shrug and say: "It's there. School is school." It's not awesome, it's not great, it's okay I guess. But mostly it's just pretty much that, school.

I wish you the best of luck with your studies and that you succeed in everything it is you want to succeed in! <3

Yeah I dont want to just post updates that are utter crap just because I want to finish a story. Cause then I'll just end up hating, you know?

And yeah, I just suck at school. It's going to take me ten years to finish getting my AA in General Ed. So right now I'm just focusing on that. Afterwards? Who knows.

Ugh, I know I feel bad I have so many stories unfinished and I want to finish them so bad. But lately the inspiration has just not be there. It's sucks.

Yeah a business degree is something a former adivsor suggested I should do. But, a friend of mine has already gotten it and said that I'd hate doing it because there's a lot math involved or something? I don't really remember.

But maybe if you open up that bakery I can come work for you!

Yeah Mibba just doesn't seem to do it for me anymore. I don't know... I guess I feel like I've moved on? But like I still want to post stories on here cause I feel like I should finish them.

I've been stressing out cause of school, but technically my last class was this tuesday, I still have online stuff to do for that class (just the final exam) and I still have stuff for my online class, but not a lot. And then I'm done for this semester. I am definitely not looking forward to next semester though!

And I only had two classes this semester and one was completely online. School is just not for me. Ugh.

Ok I think I've talked enough lol

What are you studying in school?

I tried to leave you a comment after I read yours but I wasn't logged in and then I was annoyed cause my comment was kinda long and was like UGH I DO IT LATER
and I never did, so I guess right now is later?

I haven't been on Mibba in so long, I just don't come on here anymore. :(
Probably because I haven't been writing I've been focusing on school. UGH, school.

So how have you been?

KAKOW! helloooo my love, how are you?! omg you updated fgbfgbhnht

Hello, just wanted to stop to say HI
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You're very much welcome ^_^

You're back!! Yayyy!!

Awesome profile picture!

Ugh, I'm super nervous about the meet-up thing and just ahhhhhhhh!

I'm just nervous and I get nervous about every social situation which is basically everything, because everything involves people in our society and what not.

My best friend (and maybe her sister, idk yet) will be with me, but that's a little part of my nervousness because like what if my friend doesn't really like sophie and her friends and like what if sophie doesn't like my friend(s).
And how will this whole meet-up thing affect our through-the-internet relationship.
And just all those other doubts and such things.

So yeah, I'm super excited though and I'm really happy that it's happening, I'm just really nervous that i'll be too shy or something cause i can be really socially awkward, but yeah.

this is really long i'm sorry!
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