I don't know what to do anymore, Mibba.I've always had a strong belief that I suffer from anxiety disorder, and I know I have had panic attacks. I've also always been shy, and distrusting of people.but ever since my experience with my ex boyfriend, who I was with for half a year, I feel all these problems have gotten progressively worse. he emotionally/verbally and sexually abused me. I barely...

I'm just so frustrated lately. I still can't hang out with my best friend for another two weeks.I also did absolutely nothing today because my mom spent all day helping my sister with school work that she should be able to do herself, and I can't drive, so yeah, I didn't even bother putting pants on today.and if they're not busy ignoring me, everyone's just being a total asshole. ugh. the first...

amazing boysso, there's been this guy, David, around for a while. I met him on Facebook. but he lives here, don't worry, lol. he's the sweetest guy I've ever met, and I don't remember being happier. it's hard to see each other though, as he lives on the other side of town. he also hasn't had a ride anywhere since Friday because his mom kicked him out, but he's going to get a bike soon, so we're...

summerso...it's the second day of summer and so far all I have done is went to wal mart to get my dad birthday presents, and sat home on tumblr/facebook talking to brianna and listening to music, lol. but my summer will get more eventful, I swear it! x3.my ex boyfriend sucksbegged for a second chance, and I was like "okay," and I was gonna give him a chance next time I saw him. apparently he was...

blah grades.okay, so. I'm actually really pissy and/or annoyed right now because my parents' one rule at the moment is for none of my grades to drop lower than a B, but on ONE of my finals, my bitchy teacher gave me a C. I'm hoping they'll curve the grade or something, but I don't know. blah. how to get through this one....oh, and I love how it comes in the mail eleven days after summer starts....