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tthhaannkk you.

Well yeah. One of them is Doc. Haha.... Doc....

well then I suggest not getting hurt.
you could always sell tickets to random hobos on the street.
Even tho there aren't really any in valdez....
Hey, when does swim start?

Haha... Keriann called me exactly when ur practice thing ended to tell me the same thing. >.> Except for the family part.

awh, man, that sucks. Those were amazingly cool shadesss.
Ima have to go check out Pacsun then.

thank you for your comment on my Journal...I very much appreciate it

Ditto for me.
Only I am kinda getting tired.

Haha, it's getting harder and harder for people to insult me. Or make me feel guilty.

I dont know whats really happened. Maybe I'm just tired of people being able to break me down so easy.

Everything is personal.
I dont get why people say that....

Dont worry I dont take offence. I had forgotten alllll about it until just a few minutes ago.
eh.

back in May.

She only knows about Kayla, that's it.
I asked her about it.... right after you freaked out at me.
How she knows?
Dont point fingers at me.
Even tho frankly I dont care if you do think I told her, I didn't.
....
I have a question, how come you called me a prick?

ehh im not really sure what i ment. Just ignore it.

Um... She called you that like... once or twice. Three times, maybe.

You don't need to prove yourself to me.
Of course it's different. That's what ultimately drove us all apart. Each of us wandered off... Eh but in the end somehow me and Sam remained friends.
And even tho what she said was uncalled for, you could of handled it better too. It's not like shes the only one to blame.

Shania....
1. the night before we drank and got caught sneaking out.
2. then you went and got drunk again.
Sam and Ginny both didnt like that.
3. you danced with different guys
that caught them both off gaurd
4. you had started doing marijuana
they were fucking pissed about that. Ginny still thinks your a freaking dumbass. Sam is just sad sometimes.
5. You were difting away from us
6. you were getting meaner and meaner to Sam
7. Do you need anothe reason? That's most of why Ginny didn't want to be around u at prom and Sam being upset.

That's because you can't understand.

It actually wasnt that big.
Sam was having a tough time and left because she wanted to be alone. The Josie freaked out and ran after her and told me to make sure she didnt do anything dumb then the drama started. Sam actually just wanted to be left alone for awhile.

She only used that against you because she was mad at you.

I know that.
We probably would of glared at you or something.
But you had other friends at that table too.

Eh prom was just a.... interetesting (is the only word i could think of) night.

Because you just do. Duh. You wouldn't be you if you didn't observe like that.

We never truely cast you out. You left all on ur own. We got in a fight, and you got new friends.

So in ur opinion, what did our behavior tell you?

Eh, Dale is... well Dale, he does that.
Plus, as I said before, even if you dont like talking to people, they seem to love talking to you.

Do i really? At the time, I guess it makes sense...... So how do other people precieve me then?

Everyone knows she talks loud.

Haha the humorous side of me says Gawd you stalker.
And the other: is wondering what was the point of observing us?

I didn't pay attention to you.
It seemed like you were trying to fit in with other people. thats about all i noticed.
))Well execpt in Health, you sat right across from me.((

.... Were we still friends in May?
I can't remember when prom was...

I know that toawrds the end of the year you started talking to people way more.
I know we were starting to fight more.
.... You were just kind of drifting away from us....
You talked alot of drinking and drugs.
That's all I can really think of right now.