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hey, it's thisisgerardway from tumblr. :3

Merr, nevermind haha.
And no problem.
DUDE, I seriously need help with my Jacob story.
I don't wanna give anything away... idk if you still read my story or not...
but like, I need an idea or two, for when Tristan comes back and wants Arabella.
I'm not gonna have her replapse with drugs I don't think..
But Idk how to finish up the story with that and then how to end it..

HELPHELPHELPHELP.

Fucking LOVE your story 'jungle'! Can't wait for more, had me hooked bu yet first chapter!

Thank you, Lui.
And I'm not going to for you, (:
Thank you for the words and advice, it seriously helps EVERYTIME.

And seriously? I'm really sorry. People are so careless and pathetic and like entertainment.
:/
Andyes we are! Always will be, lol. <3

(:
And really? You want to know everything...?

Alright well;
I've lost 4 bestfriends already over some stupid rumor shit that isn't even true, and I don't even want to get into detail about it, only that one of them eavesdropped on a conversation, twisted my fucking words, and told the others...

My Nana... was just diagnosed with bone cancer, and I've been taking it the worse- crying myself to sleep, etc.. cause I'm really close to her.. And on top of that, I feel like I'm losing everyone else and it's painful as hell and.. I've been cutting again.. I mean, I stopped for a good amount of time but I gave in last week. :/

ANNDD, last week, when iw as in studyhall, this stupid ass black guy randomly started called me a nasty ugly ass and shit, so I bitched at him, and the teacher asked what the problem was, and he was like, "'Her nasty ugly ass is the problem," and saying all this other shit, so I ran out of the room crying my fucking eyes out. So I was escorted by a teacher to the counselor's office where I talked to this really amazing counselor that I'd never met before. She made me feel better, but it's still hard right now.

there has been sooo much going on and it's like pulling me under and it hurts and I'm lost and not even sure what to do anymore... :'/

Haha, oh no noo.
Lol.
Gosh have I missed you. TELL ME ABOUT CUBBBAAAAA. :D

Thanks.. :T

BUT I DON'T WANNA FISH D:

tyler... broke up with me...He said that reason was because "We aren't right for eachother."
Yet at school he seemed perfectly fine... And though that happened like, two weeks ago, not even, it's still hard to deal with.. I cried at school... :/ I had my friends there for me - besides you, lol.. but dude it was just too fucking hard to go through, I had to hide what I was feeling from alot of people, or at least, I tried :|

And so now.. well we were gonna be friends - even though none of my friends want me to talk to him, but his 'bestfriend' who is like a total douche asshole, was harrassing me over fb cause I deleted him off my friends. like, seriously, WTF?!
So my friend Jason who is like my brother dealt with him.. so I'll just have to wait until tomorrow to see what happens...
But also, last week, this guy who is a total ass to everyone and annoys everyone, he came up to me and was like, "Hey, Ashley. How's tyler? You know, your boyfriend. you guys WERE so perfect together, mrs. greenwood"(tylers last name, yes he's on facebook...)
And so, I fucking lost it, dude. cried like.. ugh :/ and my friend Chris, and Jason - both like my brothers, went over to him during lunch, and Chris - he's a very tall black dude, pounded the SHIT out of this guy and got suspended and shit. And it's just been too much to go through on my own lately. :(

Dude...
I seriously fucking miss you :(

<3
And... Webs...and Issues.... and Jungle...
Haha but really, WEBS <3 <3 <3

That's seem actually intriging, too go to as theatre, lawl.
Ah, me?
Bored as shit as ever.
I have no inspiration for anything at all, writer's block and all I've done is stuff nutella sandwiches down my throat.
Oh plus I've been attempting to improve my grammar. Failing horribly.

Oh, hello you!
I'm alrighty-o.
How about you?
What's a cracka-lackin'?

YAY :DDD
<3333
And uhmm... well idk really. D:
ugghhh.

Hey there.
Discovered your story Webs yesterday and I absolutely love it.
Its simply brilliant.
Keep up the great work.

:)

Lovely new layout, Lui :D
<33
BTW, you should update.. cause you love me. :P

and well I'm really random actually. Like what you and I talk about, too. D:

Well thank you ;)
And thanks, I really want us to work, even though
walking in the hallways gets awkward when I don't know what to say...... D:

and hey, don't say that, Jonas would be a total idiot not to pick you ;o

Ahah thank you :3
I'm doing so much better, it's unbelieveable.
I'm fucking in love, dude <3

And say wha? LOL, that's a fucking start! He could have not liked it, so HELLOOOOO, PURE EPICNESS :DDD
I still think I should come move in with you if your mother doesn't care,
aaannddd tranfer schools so I can find the whale and shoot her across the ocean.. Then again...she's a whale... -.-

:DDDDDDDD
IT WAS AMAZING.
His mom is really nice and stuff. His parents stayed upstairs
while we were all in his basement - but his basement leads to like, outside where the bonfire was. And it was Me, Tyler, his friend joey, his sister Rachel -who I am friends with. Cody, her boyfriend Patrick (I sort of know Cody, i went to school with patrick since 2nd grade). His step sister Jessica who is like, in 8th grade i think. and her two friends, one of which i actually sort of know.

And so we all went walking around. and there is like a meadow, basically a way back in his backyard. REMINDS ME OF TWILIGHT <3
Haha but we all went walking back there and stuff. and Cody got a piggyback ride from patrick. and Tyler asked if i wanted one, so he gave me one. And said I was light and not heavy - I disagree lol. And he wrapped me in his arms to keep me warm and when I looked up.. he kissed me and said "I missed that, I missed this," <33333

-Pause for my high-pitched SQUEEEEAAALL- xD

But yeah and so he actually put pizza in my face and made me take a bite even though i wasn't hungry, lol. it was cute. And when we made smores - which i don't like, he made me take a bite of that or else he wouldn't kiss me. but the thing is we kissed way before any of that, haha. And then when we all went inside, he was eating chocolate and he broke some off and fed me some, and I fed him too lolololol. xD

And then we all watched Happy Gilmore and Billy Madison. and we were cuddled up and when he touched my hands he was like, "geez you're freezzing, are you alright?"
And I was, my hands are just never ever at a normal temperature hahaha.
So he held my hands and his so he could warm them up. :D And when I left, he held me in his arms and we...ermm yeahhhh kissed for a bit. o.O
And he met my parents, - SUCH A FUCKING GENTLEMAN. <33
And we awkwardly kissed in front of them, but when I text him i told him it's okay to kiss in front of my parents, cause IDGAFFMA (I don't give a flying fucking money's ass) what they think about me kissing my BOYFRIEND, ya know? Lololol.

So yeah.... Last night was the highlight of my springbreak. <3

Lol this is long, I gaurentee, I'm sorry haha.

First off, to make commenting you easier, get a comment linky thing like mine xD
Lol jk.
Okay and you're right. I'm not as worried now because he told me
they will most likely be drunk and shit. But his step sister and brother will have friends there.. and I only know his twin sister, who i'm friends with but
she might have her friend over that I don't even know... o.O

>.<

Well all that I know is that his mom is really nice but his stepdad is a dick.
so I'm worried about that, ANNDDD what they'll think of me, and mostly, what will happen at the bonfire. like, I'm shy enough around tyler, duuude.

AND I KNOW I AM HILARIOUSSS HEEHEE. :)