sammers?! / Comments

i'm just saying generally, and of course that isn't going to apply to everyone. i didn't really mean, "wrapped around their finger" so much as just like kind of like wanting to talk to them/missing them and wanting their attention. but yea.

you know what i realized last week?
boys are dumb.
dumb dumb dumb.
they're jerks and idiots,
and yet, they've got girls wrapped around
their fingers and waiting on their every word.
and they're really not worth it,
yet i still find myself hooked.

idk.
it just happens every few months.
i'm not sure why.
ehhhhh.

yeah.
i'm starting to get depressed again.
and i don't want to,
but at the same time it's kind of welcoming.
i don't think that's good.

it was very nice.
but my internet is so slow,
i'm not sure when the next time i'm
going to get on aim is.
sorry ):

i'll try,
but if i don't it's because my computer has a virus and
is incapable of working correctly.

lol yea,
i think i might have gotten off right after i sent that.
haha :D
no biggy.

lol yeah,
for shore.
oh well.
(:

lol ferreal.
but it did feel like a long time hahahaha.
haha, and we broke up over email.
:D that was the coolest.

we broke up!
thank you god.
that's so terrible,
especially because he still likes me.
and i have been so turned off by him.
even though i honestly think he was doing
that to get me to end it.
you know how they do it on tv?
but asrrglkhas'lkhd'alshg
!!!
that's pathetic ahahaha,
that was what?
5 days?

lol.
i don't even know,
but
.........
*blank stare*

lmfao.
i know!
what the hell?!
he wasn't like this before i started dating him,
i swear!
so, i think we may be on the verge of break up.
because like really?
what a clown!
ahahahahahaha.

who's your eye candy?
did i tell you that my bf's dream is to be a homeless
person and that's the only thing that will make him
happy, and that he hates people?
hahahahaha. i'm not too sure about him anymore.
not at ALLLLL.

mhm.
i recently acquired this weird habit
where i'm like always snapping my fingers.
idk it's kind of relaxing, but ew.

yepp,
well, now we're connected.
lol, i feel like we're talking about a fone company like
"are YOU connected?"
haha. (:

uhm.
the screen is cracked,
and i either
a) dropped it.
b) stepped on it.
or
c) sat on it.
no idea.
yeah, but i deleted your number from my
buddy list, so you would have to
give it to me (:

i miss it a lot
more than i let myself i realize.
and i just figured that out.
but my phone is broken so it's not like
i could text you anyways.

about missing talking to you?
idk, i feel like we never talk anymore.
idk, i'll live.

i know.
but i don't want to like upset him.
and i don't want to ruin our friendship because he's
cool to talk to.
agkaj'glkhas'lgh'
i miss talking to you sometimes.

he seems very depressed,
but he won't really admit it.
not like totally.
i asked him what running away was going to help,
because if you're sad one place,
i think you'd still be sad wherever you went.
especially because you would be all alone.
but idk, maybe that's just me.