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i see.

well, i don't think i like mike as much as i thought i did. and it's just really dumb now, because i don't want to break up with him so early and have everyone be like wtf. but he's so like "i hate my life, i'm gonna leave. i don't want to be here anymore." blah blah blahhh. and he totally didn't come off that way before we started dating. eughh.

well, you should call gilly and be all like "what's up"
and like force him to talk to you lol.
idk.

that's cool,
how come you don't see marcos that much?

well, have you told him you want him to make a decision?
or is it the type of thing where you're hoping he'll just realize it?
because those aren't ever very good.
maybe you should try and talk to him and just give him a little bit of
what you're thinking/feeling.

what's up with gilly? you used to text a lot right?
why don't you just text him?
are you interested in him, or is it just like good friends talking?

lol i'm not sure.
okay, so i have a huge story.
yesterday me and mike were hanging out and we were sitting in this abandoned car, and one of the doorhandles on the inside was gone and the other door was fine. but we kept like joking about how we were gonna get locked in. and then when we went to get out of the car, we actually were locked in and we had to call my mom to open the door from the outside. it sucked and was so embarrassing! and that was when i met his mom for the first time.
anyways, what's going on with ed?

i'm so happy (:
today in gym,
the werewolf kid came up to us and asked if
we were going out and then walked away.
i hate him. !

oh,
that's really stupid.
so me and mike, that's his name,
we're kinda sorta going out sorta.
[he wants to take it slow]
and he was telling everyone how great a time he had with me,
and it made me happy (:

yeah.
he's great.
anyhow.
i didn't burn my house down!
but how've you been?

he's flirting with me through email now lol.
but yeah!
we talked about fucking PAINT for like half an hour.
i mean, paint?!
ahahahah, it was so funny when we realized what we were talking about.

i had a great time!
it was awesome.
i just hope he had a good time.
we just talked and talked and didn't seem to run out of anything to say.
and we went to this skate park across from my neighborhood,
which i'd never been to because i usually just go to the playground there.
but anyhow, so we talked while sitting next to each other on the ramp.
it was cute. but yeah,
and then! my friend called me to ask about it and he was still over.
lol.

lol, ew.
i'm hanging out with him tomorrow!
and he's riding my bus home n everything.
i have to cook dinner for us!
i can't even cook a good dinner for myself.
omg i am so scared!

i told him i like him and he told me we should hang out.
so i might hang out with him today.
:DDD

i meant to say on the fone about me in my other comment,
that kinda makes a difference.

that's fun.
i was grounded from the comp yesterday because i didn't clean my room.
haha.
but yesterday!
the guy i like told me i was pretty TWICE!
i'm starting to think that i do have a chance and that he does like me.
he told me he talked on the fone with one of his exes.
and my friend is friends with her and told me the only time he calls her is to tell her about a girl he likes.
so i'm hoping things will work out (:

lol forgot about that thing.
and i didn't put two and two together lol.
so did you have a good time then?
would tomorrow be yesterday, today, or tomorrow.
i didn't look at when you sent that lol.
but i guess it wouldn't really make sense to have a sweet sixteen on a monday.
oh, well, have fun!
[or i hope you had fun?]
:D

not quite. (:
i can just never go.
and the only reason i did it like every week for a month
was because my school has a ski and snowboard club.

no.
he looks like a werewolf mixed with frankenstein.
and he has really creepy posture where his neck protrudes forward.
ya know what i mean?
and he was mean to me when he first started my gym class so i decided to hate him from then on.
lol.
what do you do on a retreat?
we don't have those.
what's in wisconsin?
are you snowboarding?
i want to snowboard really bad.

omg no, forget the other comment i sent you, this one's way better.
today in gym, we were meeting at the center circle thing, and this ninth grader that usually works with me and my two friends came right up and sat right down next to us. and i was like "...."
and then we had to pick teams for our game thing and we stood and the kid was like "hi team!"
anyways, so our team got to sit out so we were all sitting along the wall and the kid was like totally talking to us. which was different, because he normally doesn't. so i turn to my friend was like "okay, that kid definitely likes one of us"
and then before she can say anything he was like "i can hear you" and i was like :O it was embarrassing because like if i was wrong. but then! he got up and sat next to my friend chris who was sitting on the end on the other side of me, and asked me my name and stuff and then i told him and introduced my friends because he ONLY asked for mine! and i was like gahhhh. and then! and then! he asked my friend to switch spots with him so he could sit next to me. it was so creepy and awkward because he was like talking to me so i was like *just stare forward. pretend to be interested in game* ahahahahhhaa.

i'd rather not.
hmm, well my mom is going to call the school about my detention because my stepdad thought it was wrong. it was awesome because my stepdad's usually doesn't stick up for me. i was like whooa!
well, in photography, i am doing this cool photo collage assignment.
it's fun. and we're gonna hand color pictures.
the only big hw assignment is i have to read like a hundred pages of a tale of two cities by next tuesday. and i can only read like 20 pages in an hour haha.

well, i can't really remember what i said.
so i'll just fill you in a little.
today, i woke up late and missed the bus.
i had my mom write me a note and the stupid lady at school was like
"That's not a reason to be late, so you have detention"
and i'm pissed!
so i didn't go to it. they didn't even tell me where it was anyway.
so now, i'm going to have to go to another,
or it might be a saturday detention.
eughhh.
anyhow, i got an acoustic guitar.
i painted my room tan.
and i got invited to the movies by a thirteen year old boy,
and i had to go because he's my mom's friend's son and i would have felt bad saying no. it was soo awkward.
what's been going on with you?

i replied to the last message i received,
so either you didn't get mine,
or you sent one after that and i didn't get it.