I get what your saying about why people blaming themselves for someone elses suicede, but its based on a bunch of things, and diffrent people, and iguess you would have to know them and the stoires and stuff, but thanks
ah. well. ever since i was little, i've always given little regard to me and just was the person everyone else wanted me to be. i just barely figured out who i really am like last year. and it doesn't exactly work well. but i already exploded. it went well but not well enough i guess. but i'm making due with what i got.
sorry i havent responded for a long time. i got my laptop taken away. dealing with parents and school. not fun.
i've decided to just kinda give up. be the person they want me to be. forget who i wanted to be. its not like it would've happened if i got to be who i wanted to be. i always knew that. so yeah. everything was fine until i started being myself