i find it interesting that my parents haven't said a word about my cuts. like i'm sure they've noticed. i've seen my dad stare. and they don't say a word. one time my dad walked in my room while i was cutting. and he didn't say anything about it and just asked me what i wanted for dinner and acted like everything was normal
yeah. i'm starting to have that problem to.my friends want me to talk to them but sometimes i just cant. but they know im always there for them so they just put up with it and try to help me through it even if they dont know what is happening. thats why i cut instead of talk. the pain understands the problem cuz it originates from the promblem
wait...u cant be planning world domination! Im already doing that and I garentee you my plan kicks ur plans ass! so ha! you'll just have to assainate me to get the world!
I get bullied at school for so many reasons:
I dress "emo", therefore I get bullied because I am labeled emo
I'm bi
I went out with my best friend, who happens to be a girl
I don't like rap music
My sister is a goth
I have a twin
Some of those reasons don't even make sense to bully me about
I tell people if they ask me if I'm bi, but don't just go around saying it
thanks. yeah. i have alot of friends. only a few really close to me. but somehow i seem close to everyone. i'm open to the point that i'll tell you almost anything you want to know bout me or my opinion. but there are some things that i keep inside or otherwise write about. yup. i've got trust issues. but i know already that words spreads like wildfire so i'll say most things anyway. i tend to be more open when i'm not talking to someone in person. i think its cuz i'm afraid of seeing how they will react. and i have more time to think if i'm txting or typing. i mostly tell things about myself that's either general stuff or something that i don't know how they'll react to. what i usually don't tell people is like the stuff that i already know what their reaction will be. cuz typically, that stuff, their reaction, if i already know what it will be, is negative. but oh well. that's me for knowing my friends so well and being open and yet having trust issues. what an oximoron or however it's spelled.
Thanks for the comment you left on my poem -
I don't know anyone in my year group that's bi or gay. My sister's friends are, but last year when I started to hang around with them, my form tutor told me I needed friends in my own year ):
Aw, boredom, gotta hate it >.<
I'm not doing much, just about to try and finish a movie and maybe a book xD