^___^
just wanted to say i love you.
and i'm sorry about last night.
i really don't know what was up with me.
everything just started to settle into my brain.
and it was too much to ignore.
but you calmed me down. like you always manage to do.
and the only reason i kept asking if everything was going ot be okay or if we were alright was cause i like hearing you say it. it makes me feel safer.
thxs!!! i have no school today again because of the snow.
well if you have school tell me how it went because i am so...bored.
well talk to you soon k.bye!! :D
*sigh*
i really don't think it would work.
i want it too. i want you just as badly as you want me.
but...i just don't see how it would work.
if you hadn't ended it the last time...i would never have gave up. i'd still be yours.
as much as i keep trying to convince myself that love doesn't need a physical attraction, deep down we both know it does.
after all this...i can't think about you the same.
i miss how you were, i miss how we were. i miss what we had. i miss it all. and i still break down over it all, crying that i miss you. but then i stop and realize that i miss the old you. ever since that last goodbye, i can't seem to think about you the same way.
just knowing that you don't have that attraction keeps me from thinking the same.
and i rather hate it.
there's nothing i want in this world more than to be with you. Sugar and Sunshine, forever and ever, and live happily ever after. thats all i've ever wanted. its all i still want.
i don't even know what i'm thinking anymore.
my emotions have become so frantic and back/forth that i can't make decisions anymore.
i wish it had worked.
please, if you ever happen to find that attraction again, let me know.
cause i'll still be here.
I love you sugar.
always have, always will.
but this one thing has torn us apart with out either of us wanting it too.
I'm not too fond of Coheed.
But I don't bash on bands that I've never really listened to.