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That was a good one! I think I'll explore more of his works when I have more free time on my hands. I know Romeo and Juliet like the back of my hand because of English class.

I know! I'm kind of upset about it. :(
But on the bright side I want t o go to trade school and the recruitment is to only have a high school degree for the ones I want to go too. I can manage that. But I'm still going to work hard.

yeah haha unfortunately now im fighting my feelings of liking my best friend named Wil...the fact that he's Steve's best friend as well makes it even more awkward. I met him from Steve but it was more than a year before I dated Steve so I was introduced as Steve's friend. Otherwise, it'd be even weirder haha.

I have read a couple of pieces by him, yes.
(:

I don't know. They just say I will never make friends and how I am never social.
That's just their big reason behind it.

yes precisely :) lol

yeahh exactly haha and i texted him on thanksgiving telling him happy thanksgiving. he said thanks you too. then i said you're welcome and he was like yup. that kinda signaled that he wanted to keep the conversation going, so we texted throughout the day. we were nice and didnt say anything about our relationship or anything like that. we havent talked since and im really okay with that.

yeah i am absolutely getting sick of this. i just keep my mind off of him though most of the time. I rarely think of him anymore to be honest, but when I do, I realize that I'm not completely over him as stupid as it may sound. I know I deserve better so if and when he comes back and apologizes, I won't be so quick to forgive him. He needs to earn my trust and forgiveness.

Well I hope you get this one on time. His stories are always so interesting.
A pain to read but interesting.

Because my parents would never agree with that.

I have not. I'll look into it though. :D

I know! It makes me want to stay home for forever to do school. Obviously I do well.

haha sounds good! yeah I ended up explaining what I meant when I saw he deleted me from facebook AGAIN! Ughh it's really annoying. I asked if he could please stop because it kinda hurts and he said okay. He hasn't added me back yet haha. Maybe I should add him? I do not know lol. I'm fine without having him in my life for the time being though to be honest.

That was really nice!
And good luck with shakespeer or however you spell his name. What piece of his are you exactly going to work on?

Yeah pretty much. It;s really nice. I got all B's and A's right now.

I know exactly what you mean! But that's awesome you are handling it in that way and are so mature about the situation.

A marking period is half of a semester. So two marking periods= 1 semester. And I actually may go back earlier. :D

yeahh :/ i dont know how much longer we're going to be mad at each other. all i know is that im not going to be the first one to say something. im sick of him doing some dumbass thing and then apologizing. cant he learn NOT to do dumb shit? ahh oh well. yeah i get what you're saying about your marks. im sorry you didnt do well :/. of course you have to remember that they are more difficult classes. also, it's better than just constantly freaking about your grades. that's very unhealthy in my opinion to be wound up so tight. besides, im sure youll try harder. im sure that you are a very good student :)

thanks! haha I love being able to vent to you. I wish I really knew you lol (no I'm not one of those creepy online people). Yeah I was surprised he took it that way also. I thought about telling him I didn't mean to rub it in if that was what he took from what I said. Then I thought, why bother? So, if he wants to talk to me, he can. Thus far, he has not. My brother made me feel like a bitch because he always calls me a bitch haha. It turns out my grade ended up to remain a B- so I'm really glad about that! I just got off the phone with my dad and he's going to e-mail my mom an apology for how he acted the other night. Things are just working out so much better now it seems and I'm so glad. :) The only thing that hasn't been mended is Steve. Oh well.

Well if you only have a short amount of time of a class left they usually won't let you drop down unless you are bleeding out of your ass or dying in that class.
I'm sorry about that though, it must really suck!

Well I was already out for half the marking period. So I'm going to stay home for this marking period with different tutors for different classes minus gy and my electives. And then I'm going back to school.

haha thanksss :) but I just cried my fricken eyes out. gahh haha. i feel like a terrible sister, so my brother makes me feel like a bitch. my parents fighting last night (theyre divorced) reminded me of how much they dislike each other and how broken my family is. then last night steve and i were talking and he said nobody is ever truly happy. to prove him wrong i said that i have been. i wasnt trying to rub it in his face but it seems like he took it that way. because my laptop was dying i told him i was gonna go so he could text me if he wanted to but if he didnt to have a good night. i just got his response to it after school. he said 'well good for you. no. i dont fucking want to.' it really hurt :/ and now because my ap english final was so bad i think my B- dropped down to the first C ive ever gotten on a report card. ughhh its been stressful

Aww. I hope things go well for you soon and you get your classes all switched around right.

I'm staying home for the rest of the marking period with a tutor.

yeahh haha he said he does want to hang out though and he does miss me. We hung out during Halloween and it was very fun. He was dressed up as Ghostface from Scream. We watched Scream later that night and he kept grabbing my arm and was like 'hes there!' just to freak me out because I scare easily haha. It seemed as if he was trying to have more physical contact almost.

I will update soon, I promise! Your encouragement is definitely helpful :)

Haha yeah. I just checked they're coming here on the 10th. AH, if only I knew about it. I would have bought tickets to see The Devil Wears Prada. Pooey.

I think they actually go to both... it's usually like that.
Well.. the bands that I go see either come from Calgary or come after. I dont search bands, my sister does that. Or I just hear it on the radio and check it out. But I think they do go to both cities.