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Yeah, I remember telling my cousin that they came from Calgary.

Haha, couldnt be. xD We were on the 29th.
I just checked the calender.

Oh haha! That makes sense! Yeah, I went to the uproar. xD
They were there a day before they came here, yeah?

Haha, no I dont live in Calgary.
I live in Edmonton. xD Why did you think I lived in Calgary?

thank youuu! :) and no we aren't :/ actually we're just friends but it feels like he avoids me almost...idk how to describe it really. When we talk, he always sounds like sad or upset but he says he's fine. It drives me insanee! I just don't want him to push me away like he did before. I don't want to lose him again.

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEE your signature thingy :D

Thank you SO much :) it's always great to hear haha and yeahh but I'm much better now

well....at the moment...I can describe my feelings to be nearly identical to my poems "Please Stay" and "Once Again" which were both about him

Yeah, well actually I have a 75 in chemistry right now. Which I honestly can't believe. I should honestly have a 0 in that class. 0.0

But you study, care, and try, so you will surely do well in school.

Yeahhh. I try to help the best I can, but it affects how happy I am.

The lowest grade I ever got.....ummm....you really don't want to know. xD

It's true. Sadly with what has been going on I may end up missing a lot!

And that's what sucks! You try hard but still end up doing bad.
Life is not fair. :c

I actually had reasons for not going. I have been having a lot of problems with my head and stuff.

not really when he's with me, but when we're talking over text or on the internet.

It does suck! I do study and I have stayed after for help too, but I still do poorly.
Blah, I hate being stupid. Dx
Well in a way you are kind of lucky. Multiple choice is pretty easy. Even if you don't know at least you can make a reasonable guess if you didn't study and still have a chance. I HATE fill in the blanks though. D:

Wow lucky you! :D
I stayed home from school today and I'm not going tomorrow so I missed the test and stuff. Yay. :D

I'm not sure exactly, but I know he just feels unappreciated. Being home schooled, he has too much time to himself. I know personally that when I'm alone with nothing but my thoughts, I start to think and the depressing thoughts start to come out leaving me with despair. It gives a depressing feeling that's hard to shake off. I don't have to think about it all the time though because I have school and stuff. He however is stuck with those thoughts and he can hardly escape.

Thanks hahaha I'm still unsure. Yesterday, I was reminded how he can get very sad. That in turn makes me very sad and if we do get back together, I want us to be happy together. That can't happen unless we're both happy.

Same here! I have a huge chemistry test tomorrow.
I'm so screwed in that class that it's not even funny. >.<

I wont. lolol

Hahaha yeah I guess and okay I will! He and I are having long phone conversations like we used to. Like last night, we talked on the phone for an hour and a half and the whole time he stood outside in the grass so his family wouldn't hear (his house is pretty small and he has four siblings living at home as well as his two parents). We were just talking about our memories and he was saying how he wants to go Trick-or-Treating this year for Halloween, go to Cedar Point, watch this movie called the Immortals, and have a Scream movie marathon. We also say how we miss each other and stuff. Tell me your opinion; should I even consider getting back together with him? I told you about everything that went on with us. I think I'd like to, but maybe I should stay away from that thought completely.

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