acctually it does help to know that i'm not alone. and feel free to vent to me whenever you need it. it makes me feel special that people can relate to me.
It sounds like you're trying way too hard to prove yourself through how you look, what you wear. You might not realize it now, but it doesn't matter who is the "prep", the "punk", or the "poser". None of those names are real. You are so much more than a shade of nail polish, than a certain outfit, than what music you like. You should start meeting friends who like the real you.
i cant though! im with joey...and it would kill him if i cheated on him... and i wouldnt tell my mom either...like... nto until after highschooll is over...and then joey... im so happy with him... but.. damn hormones.. confusing the shit outta me...*pouts*
we went out in september for 3 months... then broke up... and he asked me the last week of school... it was so cute... he was like "i still love you allie" ans i was like aww!... but im a little confused...because i [i]think[/i] i [i]might[/i] be bi...but its undecided... ya know?
no you want music competions???
i was on the phone with my boyfriend, joey, today and his brother, bob, was listening to his music...classic shit from the 80s (dont get me wrong.. i <3 classic rock, but not as much as my rock/alternative crap =D)...so joey puts me on speaker phone and me and bob are screaming at each other lyrics...im singing im not okay, house of wolves, famous last words, and all i want for christmas is you (i <3 that song!! ecpecially the my chem version XD) and bob is singing you shook me all night long and other good acdc songs.. but i so won... because i didnt stop.. i was singing for...a good 15 stright minutes... [i]and[/i] im going over to joeys house friday... *smile* do i hear another scream fest???
tehehe
and mind you this is after i beat the shit out of bob for calling me the e-word!
nice... well then i have 5 years of insane freakness on ya!!! lol
i got hooked on my chem from hearing the black parade (i actually loved im not okay back when it came out, but i didnt know it was my chem)... and then me and my best friend gradually got enought money to buy hteir other albums and now i have like every song memorized!! yeah...
and my boyfriend hated my chem until i started going out with him... before he was all like "my chemical romance is fucking emo trash i hate it" and then i started going out with him... and know he doesnt use the dreaded e-word and he listens to my chem.. im so proud of him!!!
Hi thurr!
Yepyep Panic! rocks my purple toe socks.
=D
Not really.
I /so/ wish I had purple toe socks.
So they could rock them.
Ahaa.
So anyway, how're you?
nice... i actually wanted to be a prep back in like 6th grade...glad im a freak now!!!
yerr!
lol... and im a hard core my chem fan now...so.. people pretty much hate me now for listening to "emo" music...fucking fucktards
My obsession is Avenged Sevenfold
I'm glad you like the random stuff, 90 % of it I've actually said. And the person didn't get it.
Thanks for your opinion on the journal, I've gotten that a lot